Well I went to the dance and it was fun. But now I regret going. I went to the dance with Roman, Burt, And Bri. We went out to eat at Perkins and it was yummy. But first let me say what happen before then. Well when I was getting ready for the dance Kento called me, and asked if I was going with Dan to the dance and what time should he pick me up. Well I already had plans so I said I would meet them there. Well I was looking nice and everything well that’s what everyone said and then we were all late to the dance but it was okay. Well Dan and I were hanging all night. We held hands, hugged, and he even held me in his arms. It was great. I thought he liked me. But since I am so stupid we were going out and then the next day he broke up with me. I don’t really know what the hell happen I am so devastated *shakes head* this pisses me off. I don’t know what I did wrong and I like him a lot. O well I should be use to it by now. Well then this morning my mom was going off on me for something I didn’t do. She was yelling and saying I am not going to school until I found the fucking check that I did not touch. She makes me feel like shit all the time. Isn’t it good enough I clean for her all the time cause I do it all the time and I am a fucking good kid. I don’t do drugs and all that shit. I stopped drinking and for what nothing for more depression on my shoulders. Some times I just wish she would die and feel what I feel. I already feel like I am dead inside and no one know what I really feel cause I hold everything in and when there is to much I hold in I end up crying like last night I cried myself to sleep and I don’t know why. Well this is what I had to let out for now sorry if I sound miserable or make u feel sorry for me cause u don’t have to. Well love ya all and I hope things go great for everyone else. Much love peace Patience