Hello journal, Well i had summer school it was alright and well i saw brittany and i love her to death. she is like my sister and damit she is awsome. i have also talked to corey and well he thought i was gonna break up with him cause i said we had to talk. the onley reason though was so then we could find out whats gonna happen cause i am afraid to lose him cause he was my best friend and now that were togather its more then i thought it would be. he makes me happy and then also sad when he is sad. ahh i would do anything for him. im in milwaukee of course and well boring this weekend cause i am at my grandparents house instead ahh what a bore. i just found out that my mom has 3 tumors and i feel like its all my fault cause i cant be perfect for her. i know i say i hate her most of the time but she always makes me want to scream. if she would let me be more free then maybe i can be what she wants but i would never change i really am. i know i can get good grades but if she is gonna drive me up the wall all the time of course i am not gonna try cause there is no reason cause i am always grounded. then well i saw bre bre and she is awsome i think were gonna be great friends cause she is a non caring bitch like me and i love that cause now i have more then 3 girls that are friends. cause all i have is guys mostly. well i guess this is gonna be the end right now cause i am gonna eat some food. so later MUCH LOVE PEACE PATIENCE