Hello journal, Well I am mostly going to Milwaukee for the weekend. I have been alright so far today and well yesterday was great Howard wasn’t an ass at all I was so happy. But I kind of still don’t know with the kid maybe I should be with him cause I don’t know. I went to mine and ambers and Beena game last night and we lost again I was pissed cause the guy made me fall and I flew so that hurt. I was going to go wigger today but I didn’t cause for one I hate wigger’s and 2nd I don’t have any cloths. I have pep band tonight I wonder who is all going. Maybe josh will go I invited him, but I don’t think he would go you know o well I guess its his decision and Howard most likely isn’t going for once unless he is surprising me again but I doubt it. Maybe I will do more journal typing but maybe not u never know me man. At lunch today was funny we were going to fill are bottle up with everything so someone can drink it again and then Quinn took it to the bathroom and pissed in it and the teacher saw it and said what was in it so he had to dump it out it was funny cause we were going to make some one drink it again and this time with piss lol. Wow I do love my friends they keep a smile on my face at lunch. I miss Cody and cam though. L Its not fair that I don’t get to see them much any more and well Cody id like my big bro so I love him. I also hope I get to hang out with Joshy soon cause I miss him also. So yea what else is there to talk about. Well nothing I guess so I will see ya later. Much love peace Patience My tears are gone and over with I shall not bleed for your sake I am now going to go drift Into the dark sky