everytime i end up in tears, it ruins my makeup

Listening to: seether-broken
Feeling: abandoned
Hello journal, Well all weekend I have been cleaning and its like ouch. I have been tired and cranking and well sore. I guess Brittany is going out with Luke and well I am happy for her. She still likes dick but he’s always gonna be thinking of amber cause he is in love with her. That’s just Ricky though. My mom is pissing me off. Cause she wont give a break about cleaning. And well I had one and that was today and then Bri had called and asked me if I wanted to hang out tomorrow. And well my mom said I would be cleaning more so I am not allowed to. So I am pissed. I wish that everything would be better cause I just about to lose it. I want to visit Nate this week sometime and well I asked Roman if he would bring me to see him. Cody have also stopped by a lot lately which is kewl cause I enjoy him coming over. Well what I did today was hang out with Joshy, Roman, and Ricky. It wasn’t all that bad. It was kinda fun. We watched a movie that had Johnny Debb in it and well I forgot what it was called and then we were picking on each other and well they picked on me the most. But it was fun I guess. And well my mom wanted a copy of Roman’s license cause she wanted to make sure that she knew who I was with incase I wasn’t home on time cause she was gonna call the cops if I wasn’t home by nine. Well I have to go anyway cause my mom is gonna yell at me to get off so I guess later. Never say you love a person until you know the real them. Cause you never know who they really are until one day they had messed up. Much love peace Patience
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yes i understand.... i broke up with luke... cuz i like peni more. and well i think im going to b without a boyfriend for a while.. guys r too much of a hassle right now lol...
hahah well maybe i shud hit him in the face? lmao.. i asked him how much he liked amber still and he said enuf to really care about her but not go out with her again... so yeah. boyfriends are too much for me right now..

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