This week has been rough on me. I've been sooo stressed out with school life and my personal life. They have made me go almost crazy. It's been getting progressingly worse, but I'm hoping it's dying down now, and i'll actually be able to breathe for a moment or to. My Back has been killing me and I just felt like shit.

I need to find more constructive ways to deal with my stress. I try to relax, but that doesn't seem to be working that well for me. I try writing, but everything I write makes me feel worse than I started off feeling. I hate how stress makes me feel. I get so overwhelmed in it, I start to piss everyone else around me off, because I'm in such a bad mood. I really hate pissing everyone off, but sometimes I can't help it. I just "go off" so to say. I hate doing that. i am naturally a calm person. i hardly ever yell or anything, but when I get stressed and people want to act ignorant, I go off.