My mom made a comment to me tonight that really upset me. I've been spending a lot of time with a new guy lately and tonight she said "You've gone wild". How in the world have I gone wild? I don't do drugs, don't drink, and I've still yet to have sex. Yes, I gave a guy a hickie, but that's the worse. At least I'm not doing what everyone else my age is doing.

I just feel...unappreciated. It's like no matter what I do, it's never good enough. Nothing I do is ever okay with anyone, even though I'm 18 with a two year college degree and a full ride to get my Bachelor's. Even though I've never even tried drugs...and I'm still a virgin. I just don't understand people. :(