This song seems rather depressing to me. Everytime I hear this song I think of someone sitting in a dark little room, laying on a bed crying. No idea why.

Last night was rather eventful. Had another anxiety attack. Well, I'm pretty sure that's what it was... I'll google what I experienced, Yes. It was in fact an anxiety attack. I don't get them often, but when I do I feel like i'm going to go crazy. My chest starts to hurt and my arms never stop shaking. My breathing patterns change and my heart seems like it's jumping almost. It gets rather annoying, and the only times I have ever had an anxiety attack are when I'm fighting. I hate fighting, because of the way it makes me, and because fighting in general sucks anyways.

Jesus... I've been out of it for the past few months, and I don't know what is up with me. I don't notice when people talk to me, I hardly hear a fucking word my instructors tell me during class, and I've just been messed up. I have an idea as to what is causing me to be this way, but there's nothing I can do about it. I'm in too deep