My chest feels like it's falling apart from the inside out, just rotting away. I have no idea what to do. My heart aches. Is this a broken heart? I knew they were painful, and I had always assumed they'd feel something like this, but I never wanted to feel it. My whole body aches, my eyes don't want to open, but I'm forcing them too. My arms just want to fall off and my back wants to deteriorate around my spine. I don't know...