as i sit hear in disbelief that you will ever really love me...i cant help but think..would it have been any different if i hadn't told you? would you still be the friend i could talk 2 without feeling that oddness? because now that you know..everything feels different. i cant talk 2 you without feeling like i've done something terribly wrong. mayb i should have never told you how i really felt. mayb that would have been the right thing to do. then i would jus sit back and watch as you make the same mistake over and over again with the same girl who isnt me. then i would watch you skate..with that feeling of how amazing you are at it. Then your family wouldnt tease me.. Then it wouldnt be odd when i call you. But i cant turn back time now. Whats done is done. you finally know how i feel after all these years.. and even though i might think i shouldnt have told you..it as probablly for the better.. because now you know how i really feel..and mayb one day..mayb..you could feel that way about me.. but however things turn out in the end.. i hope you know wheather i love you as a friend or a boyfriend...in the end... We Will Always Have Our Friendship