i try. i try realy hard. i make myself look good everyday for school. trying to get a boy to notice me. but he never does. i walk around all day.. trying to keep it together b/c im the girl who no1 ever notices. im the safe friend. im the friends girls can trust with their b/f's which is a good and bad thing. i want to be the 1 they can trust. but i want to be the one who has a b/f. i want my first date. and i want that special person who like me more than a friend. us girls all want that one boy to notice us.. its our moment. but i've never had that moment. i walk around day after day.. and never get my moment. i cant tell u how much i'd kill for that moment. that feeling of being high above the clouds. but me.. im Sam..the safe friend.. who never gets noticed... never gets told shes pretty by boys. and thinks she isn't going to get a date for her 8th grade dance. me..im that girl who watches all her friends pass guys around like a book. you read it..and pass it on to the next girl to read. well..i dont do that. it isn't me. im not the one who sits in lunch and lets buys touch me and make me feel like they can get w/e they want from me. well i can tell u i will never be that girl. and i hope the reason i don't get noticed isn't b/c of it. im not very confident. but i try. i dont try to hard but believe me i try. i chicken out.. i guess its nerves. but idk. i wish i had the confidence of kate.and the looks of lexi. but i understand that i am me and should b happy with who i am. but sometimes.. i find myself thinking..that ill never get that moment.