why does this vacation feel so dumm? its goin way 2 slow and there isnt anything 2 do..i hate that we couldnt go away this vacation.it sucks im trying to find things 2 do and people to hang with but every1 is either out or grounded. its so dumm....and mike..hes no help either..i mean he tells me hes borred..n i say im bored..n then i tell him well call me over break if u wanna chill but he never calls..n i garentee if i wouldnt have told him i liked him he would have called. we were allways so close n allways having fun.. but of course my feelings ruin everything.. i should have never told him.. mayb things would have worked out for the better then.. but its jus when im with him.. its like everything is perfect..l ike everything goes well and we have so much fun.. n when im with him i just feel so right.. like its where im sopossed to be.. with him.. but i guess things change.... for better and for worse.. but i jus wish things would change for the better instead of the other way... cause it kills me that im killing our friendship with the extra strong feelings i have.. its like..whenever i like someone i ruin it.. like me..im jus a great friend..but no1 could see me as a girlfriend... and i dont think i can take that anymore. no..i cant take this anymore.