i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) -ee cummings he may not always be around, but he always seems to call when i need him most. he asks all the right questions like "are you ok, we can meet if you need to" "no, im no my way home." "well than just talk to me, talk to me right now on the phone." "ok..." and so i spoke, and i cried. yes, I cried without shame and without guilt. As my cries twindled to soft weeps he didnt accuse me of ignorance or femininity but continued to listen and tried his best to understand my weakness. Then as calm as the waters of a dying sea, but stern and strong like the waves that float above it, he told me what he thought i should do. He didnt say he was right, or that i was wrong. He just said what he thought. And that my friend, is exactly what i needed to hear. Its exactly what i wanted to hear. Never before have my needs and wants matched so accordingly. After the turmoil was over, we set aside the "bad" in the conversation. He made me laugh, he made me laugh until my side ached, and made me smile till my cheeks were sore. He continued this until i realized that i was trully happy-in my heart and in my head (alkaline trio, Bleeder). Perhaps this feeling wont last, as most feelings are fleeting. But i will choose to remember the feeling of my side,my mouth, and my heart the next time I feel alone. Correction-the next I am lonely. ::and if love is blind then im just gunna have to feel my way through all of this::