i feel really pretty right now. i'm all ready to be picked up and stuff for dinner im so excited! okay so...you know how when you got your first kiss, and then you didn't get kissed for a while after that, you just want to fucking grab a guy and kiss him?! Dammit i mean the next guy i see, i just want to kiss so bad! I dont know why haha i just know that i do. I guess it's the same with sex. Once you do it, you want to do it again and again....i woulnd't know though. Might sound cheesy but i dont care, im saving myself for the first guy that i really love. Yeah sike...that's what i used to think. But alot of relationships end that way. i know this couple who were going out for like 9 months and then they had sex and it just screwed shit up. I guess it doesn't work like that for everyone of course. But for alot of ppl...that's why i don't want to get too close to the guy that i lose my virginity too cuz if i am in love with that guy and we have sex, then he breaks up with me, i don't know what i'd do.