Someone shoot me. Quick. I have been in one of my moods for like 3 days now. Sunday, Monday, and today. I really just want to crawl up in my bed, and lay there for days on end. I don't care if people worried about me. There's only like 5 people in the world that would actually care anyways. I feel so left out of...life. I need friends. I need a boyfriend. Well, i don't need one, but i want one. I think. Anyways, that's besides the point. I don't think that there's one person on this earth who doesn't wish that they could go back in time and change something that they regret, or something. My biggest regret kills me. Every God damn day. It comes up. Somehow. Someone mentions something related to it, something that sounds like it, anything. I think i want to just move out of thise town. Go where people don't me at all. I want to find a place where people like me. Where people actually want to talk to me and hang out with me whenever. It's hard to realize that one regret can make you want to change your whole life. But i'm obviously sensitive to my regrets, which i didn't know. Wasn't really planning on finding that out, but...yeah. I just want to start over with everything. Ecspecially friends. Not that i don't have friends here, cause i do. But i only have like 2 real friends. Marcie and Jessica. There the people who have always been there when i needed them, you know, all the friendship necessities. My sister too. But she's at college, and I never get to see her. I can tell her anything i want to. Before, we just fought and never talked about anything. And Adam, i dont even know. He just hangs out with me cuz he likes me. He's not very dependable. Ugh. I really just want to leave. And take Marcie, Jessica, and my sister with me. So i'm just gonna go on for the rest of the week listening to sad, depressing music, sob in my room, and do nothing but lay in my bed until my sister comes home on friday. So, toodles.