Lately, I have been the most sensitive thing ever. I don't know what's wrong with me. But someone said something to me at school, and i got so offended that i went off on them. I never do that. I always let it slide because i have self confidence and shit. That's why i dont know what's wrong with me. I was reading my friends sitDiary..and it just made me think about stuff. I know i can be insecure about my body, but then most times i'm very self oncifdent about myself. My friend Albert sits next to me in almost every class, and for some reason he can't go a day without like tickling me or some shit. Usually it's poking my fat. Okay, i know i'm not 'fat'...but i could be a little more in shape. And since i'm not, i get kind of sensitive when people have to emphasize the point that my stomach isn't flat. It's not so much my friends that say shit like that cuz if it was, i would ask them what there freakin problem was, but there are just a couple people at school that just bug me when it comes down to that. Like Albert, he likes me. He doesn't care that i don't have the perfect body, or a big rack, or anything dumb like that. He likes ME. That's why he doesn't understand why it bothers me so much when he tickles me and pokes me. I know this all sounds kind of dumb and childish, but i know it's not just me. So anyways, lately i've been insecure about my body which i hate so much. I still don't let it slow me down from talking to people, going places, or anything. When im feeling insecure about the way i look, i always wear like hoodies and shit. And i have been since the beginning of the school year. I really hate doing it. But it's what makes me feel comfortable around people. The one thing i hate, is when people ask me how i can be wearing a hoodie when it's still like 75 degrees outside. I'm not about to go and tell them, im feeling insecure cuz im fat, cuz everyone's response is "your not fat, stop saying that". That just makes it worse. Because your lying. kjb ejfbwoiebfob...that's how i feel about this right now. Now that my 'depressing' feeling of insecurity is out.. Homecoming was awesome. I don't feel like telling you all about, so..just believe me. =)