I am so screwed up. I kept spacing out in school this week and forgetting where I was. I couldn't focus and my eyes are all blury and shit. The exams are comin' up, so that might be part of the problem. But the weird thing is, I dont feel any pressure on me at all. I mean if I fail, I fail. Thats not so bad. I'll be held back a year, but since I went to school a year early, i'll finally be able to work at the level approperate for my age. Right? I've been workin' at a pretty high level then. Kinda like i'm a year ahead. My head hurts like hell. I can't concentrate on anything. This entry has taken about half an hour to write this much. Pathetic eh? Also I haven't slept real well for... a REALLY long time. When I do I have these really freaky dreams. You know that old folk tale thing? Or superstition thing that when you fall from a really hight height and if you hit the ground, you'll die in real life? Thats not true. All that happens is you get really board from dreaming your fallig every night for a month. But the falling sensation is still cool. It rocks! I'm getting off subject.... Forget it. Just leave a comment so I can try your advice out or whatever. I'm in a bad mood, I think...