ok.. this is prolly the worst "entery" i've put. but it lays the facts. anyone who does'nt like me. i dont care, so go fuk yerselves. cause anyone who reads MY entery's bout MY life and starts talking behind my back, MEANING LINDSAY!! then u too, can fuk yerself. and also just cause i have a new g/f, i dont rely feel its anyones buisness to know bout it.. except for my friends, u all know who u are, and lindsay, u are not one so stop reading my fukin SD!! now i hope this one has cleared up most problems with ppl and their opinions. so infact, im thinknig i might acctually start adding more enterys. and just cause i do that, does'nt mean im bragging. so, for ya'll who enjoy reading this thing, Heather, then please. sit back and enjoy.. MY LIFE!!

ok, no one will tell me who it is.. but SOMEONE is spreading shit bout my g/f. liek she got a kid and stuff.. which aint true. but wat ever, she beats all the rest of the ppl i went out with before.. she aint a slut, and she dont rely care bout much. she calls me everyday, which is cool too, but i also havent seen her in a few days.. we gots to keep up with our plans:P heh, well one thing i said, im stickin to. she's not from the same school. and i said before, i wont date ppl from the same school. so im stickin to it. well ima go with shane and his friends band to pickering to go to their concert thing.. its in a church which is helariouse, cause its all gonne be death metal and stuff, and friends band is gonna wear an upside down cross, and a pentagram and rip pages out of the bible.. raight in a church!!! its gonna be friggin awsome!!!! cant wait to mosh!!! kickin ppl's asses!!! wat could be better!!!! would be better if mandi was with me tho;) well this is for sure my last entery.. i just felt like i should state the new girfriend and the death metal concert at a church thing. long live metal, long live metallica!!

why is everyone still going on bout the meaghan thing? it was like 4 weeks ago, and yeah i did day i didnt want a g/f and im seriouse i dont.. so since no one can leave it alone, thiws will be my last entry. like seriously, i thaught this thing was for MY life happenings.. not everyone else. but apparently my life is just THAT exciting... (im being sarcastic by the way) so yeah, sorry to everyone who acctualy "enjoys" reading the day to day happenings of my life but its just a waste of my time to come on here and see how some people can never leave things be. so yeah, this is my last one, no one bother leaving a comment, cause it wont be read:P oh well, so this is to all the reat of ya sorry SOB's, good mornin, good afternoon and goodnight. (nothin personl)

well i just got back from hanging with Mandy and sarah and her boyfriend, who just so happened to be alex- heathers old boyfriend:P lol.. but yeah.. we were at the mall, then we all went to sarah's house for a bit.. it was friggin cold man!! pretty fun tho.. i think mandy wants to go out with me tho:) but i'd rather not date for a while.. get to acctually know her better would be nice! but she's rely cool:P but yeah, brad called a few times today too.. so me and him are hanging out on tuesday, which will be very interesting, since he's soo random and stuff lol... well that was my day, full of fun and excitement lol... later for now,

well i just got back from the dungeon. it was friggin awsome.. like it was prolly the funnest thing i've ever done! it was all thrash metal and shit, and like i was moshin and i knocked bout 8 ppl on the ground and was goin crazy!!! it was soo fun. i also got a bloody lip and hit in the eye and wind knocked outta me.. but i got raight back up and started shovin people and stuff! it was sooo awsome!!! im deffinatle going there agen.. rely soon! well i seen brad there.. hung with him for a while.. it was pretty funny and stuff lol. then shanes friend, Mandy started holdin my hand after the thing was done. me and her hung out for a few hours and then just started to cuddle. i was hopin she'd go and try to kiss me.. cause i knew she wanted to cause she keps looking at me rely closly for like 5 minuites at a time. then she leaned in and well yeah.. but i never kissed her tho... although i wanted to.. i did'nt.. pisses me off lol. yeah, and shane and his lil friend were making out and stuff.. that also pissed me off.. cause i wanted to too lol:P well anywayse.. i got mandys e-mail and stuff.. next time me and shane hang out with his friends, i'll hope to see her agen. but anywayse.... some drunken chick and i mean piss drunk came up to me and mandy and stared asking us if we had coke or E lol.. it was rely funny cause she was stumbling and stuff lol.. but yeah.. and she talked bout percings for bout 10 mins lol.. random.. but anywayse ima go for now.. hopefully do something tomorrow or see someone.. well im out for now, later

well im friggin excited man!! like rely hyper here!! im headbanging to metallica- battery and got it cranked friggin loud.. YEAH!!!!! and tomorrow me and shane are going to the dungeon for a pantera tribute concert thingy.. gonna mosh, gonne bea friggin awsome!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well, see ya later!!!! ROCK ON!!!!!

ok.. its been bout 5 weeks after cristmas and i STILL havent got my ipod yet... like frig man!! i keep callin future shop.. and nooo no 4 gig's here.. we dont know when they're comming in... blah blah blah.. pisses me off.

well im a bit in "aww" here. i just found out that my ex girlfriend, Sam still likes me, ans sent me an e-mail asking me to hang out with her soon and if i would go out with her. i said no to going out with her, but only for the time being, cause i havent seen her in a while. but yeah, i guess if she has'nt changed, i might think bout it;) well yeah, so i guess next week im going to her house "to watch a movie" or something lol. oh well... sounds good to me lol. but yeah, so im just gonna wait for a reply from her, hopefully she e-mail me back soon or comes online. well at bout 7 or so, me and shane are going to see grandmas boy at the O.C. it looks friggin helariouse lol. well i'll update how everything goes later, bye

i just got back from shanes place. we lit off cherry bombs and stuff then got a seb. we also rented "the great raid" which was awsome. during the movie shawn McCloud Grahm called and asked to come in for a bit, then shane he said yeah. so shawn came up into front loby and rang agen to come it. but we never answered. so he left and we seen him walking to corner on king and harmony. so me and shane put our asses up against the window and called his name. he came over and was like "u guys are sick yo" HAHAHAHAHA!! stupid wigger. ass cheeks, later

well i just got back. i was rely bored today, so i decided to go and bike up and see me old tutor and her husband. well it was pretty cold and the wind was'nt co-operating much either. it took me bout 40 mins to get there and only 10 mins go get back home cause it was all down hill. i got there, and sam invited me in. we had tea and caught up on the old stuff and the new things that we've done. it was pretty good to see them agen. but when i get my G2, which in next month, i'll prolly drive up there and stop by sumtime agen. in the meantime, i rely dont know what to do. im waiting for brenlyn to come back on so i could talk to her more :) well i think i'll also go and rent a movie. yeah.. that sounds like a plan, well my backs killin me, ttyl

well its 10:45pm. and im rely bored. i was talking to this girl, brenlyn for nearly 6 hours untill she had to go. its kinds cool cause she rely likes me and seems to have alot in common with me... WEIRD! but the bad thing bout her is that she lives in windsor:( boo windsor!! lol. but anywayse, my back's killing me and the spasmes wont stop.. its rely kinds funny cause they tickle, lol! well i also found out that one of my ex g/f's still likes me and well yeah. but personally i dont rely like her that much, but then agen, i havent seen her i soo long. oh well.. wat can ya do.. better yet, wat im i willing to do...? well nothing would be the answer. well tomorow im hoping to call around and get someone to go see grandmas bay with me. i'll prolly end up going with shane lol. well sunday im going skiing! kinda excited bout that, i havent gone in bout 3 years, but last time i checked, i was friggin awsome at it. well wat happens happens. thats is for me tonite, later

well today was kinda strange. me and john and brandon had to do our game we made up in gym.. it worked out not to be half bad. a while later, comm tech came. me, kaitlyn, april and marins all went into hadicap bathroom and did our video thingy. i had to be an old lady, so i had a wig and a dress.. it looked rely friggin strange. lol.. mrs sachett came in and saw me, ran and got her camera and took pictures of me lol!! i made poses.. it was rely messed up.. lol. and now my muscles in ym arm are twiching like crazy.. talk bout muscle spazms. its hand to type cause its making my fingers go weird too lol.. but its funny to watch tho. well thats bout it for me today.. ima go to the Y after supper...

ok.. like this world is rely messed up. i was walking back to school at lunch today rite, and i was at the bridge and comming at me was a truck going bout 90 on a 60km road. and just randomly a full, un opened can of pop came flying past me goin like mauch 20. if just BARLEY hit me. but when it hit the sidewalk. it exploded.. i then somehow seen blood on my hand.. like WTF!!! who throws a can of pop at someone?

I confess that in 2005 I... ( ) stayed single the whole year ( ) got your first kiss (x) kissed someone new ( ) made-out for the first time (X) made-out in/on a car ( ) kissed in the snow (X) kissed in the rain (x) fell in love ( ) fell in love with a fool ( ) had your heart broken (X) broke someone else's heart (guess you could call it that) Had(HAS) a good relationship with someone ( ) questioned your sexual orientation ( ) came out of the closet ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) gotten someone else pregnant ( ) had an abortion ( ) gotten married ( ) had a divorce ( ) had a gay marriage ( ) kissed someone of the same sex ( ) dated someone you'll never forget (x) done something you've regretted ( ) lost your love ( ) lost faith in love ( ) kissed under miseltoe WORK/SCHOOL ( ) got a promotion ( ) got a pay raise ( ) changed jobs ( ) lost your job ( ) quit your job ( ) dated a co-worker ( ) dated your boss ( ) dated your boss' daughter/son ( ) got fired from your job ( ) got straight A's ( ) met one teacher you really like (x) met one teacher you really hated ( ) found the subject you love ( ) failed a class (x) cut class ( ) skipped school ( ) got into a fight with a classmate (x) did something you were proud of (X) discovered a new talent ( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach (x) proved yourself an idiot ( ) embaressed yourself in front of the class ( ) fell in love with a teacher ( ) got a lead in the school play ( ) made a varsity team ( ) made junior varsity team (X) were involved in something you'll never forget ( ) got sent to the office OTHER ( ) painted a picture (X) wrote a poem (X) ran a mile (X) listened to music you couldn't stand ( ) double-dipped ( ) skinny-dipped ( ) went to a sleepover ( ) went to camp ( ) threw a surprise party (X) laughed till you cried ( ) laughed till you peed in your pants ( ) flirted shamelessly ( ) visited a foreign country ( ) visted a foreign state ( ) cooked a disasterous meal ( ) lost something important to you ( ) got a gift you adore (X) realized something new about urself ( ) went on a diet ( ) tried to gain weight ( ) dyed your hair ( ) came close to losing your life ( ) someone close to you died... ( ) went to a party (X) drank alchohol (X) drank alchohol underage ( ) tried drug(s) ( ) got drunk ( ) got arrested ( ) read a great book (X) saw a great movie ( ) saw movie so scary that it made you cry ( ) saw one of your favorite band/artist live ( ) saw someone famous in person (X) did something you want to tell everyone

well i went to the Y tonite.. did a good work out. mom picked me up, drve me over to Mauchs were i put in my resumee in hopes of getting a job there and i got feeder fish and crickets also. now im talking to Dan, who i havent talked to since trailer season closed. but thats it for me raight now, later

well, minus the few bad things that has happened is the past while i have made plans to do many things.. only theres not enough time do it all. like i ased julie to go to a movie with me this weekened, she said she love to go with me, but not sure if she will be allowed. bryan wants to hang out tomorrow with me. that i can do. and i've been meaning to see emma for quite a while. but i asked her agen, yesterday if she wanted to hang out once more before she moves, cause after all i kinda did make her a lil upset, and nows the time to fix everything. so i dont rely know when i will see her, hopefully soon! but anywayse, i also want to go do something with shane this weekened now too... cause i now have time to hang out with everyone. but wat ever, i think ima take a nice long break from any dating. i think i've hand enough of that to last me a while. well exams are comming up soon, and theres no way in hell that i will even attempt to study, it only leads to problems. kinds stupid to say that eh, well for me, studying only makes things worse for me lol! but besides that, im shoulb be getting my ipod very soon. it seems that nearly everyone has one now. kinda weird rely, i never expected them to be soo popular. heh oh well. but yeah, i think ima go either tonite or tomorrow to the Y to work out. i've already come a long way since i been going there, i just want to continue at it. well i think thats bout it for now, later

ok, i knew this would happen. it happened everyother time, and its happened agen. i go out with someone, and we break up then their frinds start goin. telling me im an ass and now im being called a "dog" because, well i rely dont know why. so i boo hoo bout it, cause personally im at the point were i dont think i should care much bout that stuff anymore. its happened to me soo many times, i cant even count the times its happened to me. and no one once cared bout how I felt. and just because i was second thinking things through, and did the rite then and broke up, im being harassed! this is BULL! now i could of been a real ass bout it, but this time i thaught i was being half decent. and wats so bad bout being friends? cause i dont know. like sure it sucks sometimes but thats just life. u cant make people love you. so i dont know why im being blamed for the stuff i do. im sick of it. ok.. screw this! i know what rely happened. i know how it all is. everything is just asumptions, to make me angey. everyone else can think what they want. friends of friends are just there to make things worse!

saturday, me and shane and a few of his friends with to see Hostel. and i must say, it was'nt as bad as everyone was letting on. like sure, there was a few parts of brutal torture in it.. which was pretty sick to watch, but the ending blew it all away.. in my opinion the endinbg kick soo much ass!!!! it was the best ending i've seen yet!!:):):):) but if it did not end as it did, i problally would'nt have been so able to go to sleep... like it was rely disturbing... just my kinda movie!!! funny how i think like that though eh. well i best be on my way, later

well after much thaught to myself.. i have made the choice to tell meaghan that i just would like to be friends with her. i feel rely bad now for doing that, and it seemed like she was'nt too upset, well atleast i HOPE she is'nt:( so yeah, im single once agen, and only time will tell what will happen next

ok, im rely RELY bored here, so instead of going out and doing mischief i'll just update this thinger. ok.. recap of the last bout 4 days: BORING!! the week was rely boring.. nothing happened.. nothing worth talking bout atleast. new years eve(last nite) i went over to bryans... we went out tobagating at 10:30pm. long story short, i crashed into a tree.. i could'nt breathe for bout 5 mins.. we went down "dead mans cliff" then that was all ok till i nearly went raight into the creek LOL! and now im here.. ass is killing me from bumps hill and there is a horrible smell in this room that if i have to smell it anylonger, i thijnk i will have to puke!! BLAH!! wait.... *sniffing*... ok.. its not my socks, there's one possibility gone there.. and what else it could be, i dont rely wanna know.. so yes.. im very bored here.. and tomorrow i think ima go and get crickets and feeder fish so, well its gonna be fun! hopefully meaghan will wanna do something tomorrow with me too... well ima go now, later