Well I'm so upset right now, I know some people would call it stupid, but right now I don't give a flying fuck what any of you think about it because in a way it makes me angry to. I can't doo anything to change it. No one can say anything to change it. I'm so upset right now I can't even think. I can't believe how powerful words can be. Something said to you can effect you for a long time, I know, I'm one of those people who have witnessed how powerfull words can be, how hurtfull they can be. Human speech is so powerfull people don't even know it. Some use it to make others jealous, some to make people angry. Words can change peoples emotions. I too upset to go on right now, I think you know this is effecting me some how. C ya

Why, why do you have to go, thats so far away, I would never have the chance to see you through the week, there are opportunities where I can now. I know it my dad even said it. But I guess what ever is best for you. I know you say you'll come back, but there is always the possibility that you don't. It scares me a great deal. I really don't know what to say to you. I have a bad feeling about it all, about us, but its not what I want. Its what you want. I never thought this would happen, don't go. Don't leave me behind.

Well I told my dad last night that I failed english and that I have to go back to school. He didn't seem angry with me, probably because he knows I'm almost an adult and he wants to treat me like one. I'm hoping on being a part time student because all I need is the one course and that means I only take one class. Then I can also get a job to go to after I'm done school in the morning. Well thats all I have for now, I might update later. C ya

Well it's 10:45 in the morning, everyone is gone somewhere except for me. Alot of bad things are happening and I feel like they're going to get worse. I failed english, so I have to go back to school for another semester, but not at donevan. Plus I have to tell my dad about it and thats not going to be fun. I know I haven't wrote much, but I'll be using it more offten from now on. C ya

I feel kind of confused right now. There are a lot of things that I have been thinking about. I want to be a writer, but whats the point if it's not a reliable job. I might as well go into something else and give up on the writing career. I know people can see these private entries on the main page, which I find unfair to those people who post them. But because of it I'm going to stop now cause the rest is a little to personal. I shall take my leave...

Well with whats happened over the past month, I'm in a pretty good mood. My dad is playing mind games with me telling me one thing and then changing his mind the next. I really don't care though because I have people who care about me. I am so thankful of Thomas and his family for letting me stay with them. Then there is Lindsey who I love so much. She is always there for me no matter what. I couldn't imagine my life without her. I love her too much to live without. She is everything to me, she is my world. I love you Lindsey with all my heart. May the force be with you.

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Yeah I know alot of you don't know or don't care. But today is my birthday. I'm happy so yeah.

Yeah im at Lindsey's right now because its saturday. But today is great I got my birthday present from her today, then I bought a dragonforce cd, then we went to worlds collide and i found book 5 of vampire hunter D and Lindsey's birthday present was book 4 so yeah. I'm really happy. So yeah thats it for now May the force be with you.

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Well its been a while scince ive used this thing but im starting again. Alot has happened since March. Me and Lindsey are going out again and some other things. I was reading some of the entries that people have been writing. I seen Adam call me and Lindsey "the cling-ons" and that annoyed me because he's trying to insult the way me and Lindsey are around eachother. Then I heard that people think that Lindsey is smuthering me, well thats not true so stop assuming that. I'm sick of hearing how people complain about how Lindsey is around me and its starting to really annoy me cause she gets upset by it. May the force be with you

Yay its almost march break and i don't need to go to driving school yet. Well instead of going to driving school I get to go to the states with my dad that'll be fun. May the force be with you

Well I'm single once again. well me and lindsey decided to be friends. but anywho other than that im at andrews cause thomas has jeanette over and im not allowed in my room. but me and andrew had plans anyway just thomas made me motivated. Well thats all for now. May the force be with you

I'm not in a very good mood right now so i'm just updating it i'm not really going to explain why so yeah May the force be with you

Yeah i havent updated this in a while but i havent been on a computer. Well its now after christmas.Im over at adams right now chilaxin his friend just left hes a cool guy. Well thats all for now C ya

I can't wait till christmas. I get to see my family and maybe talk to my mom. Then after that me and Thomas get to go to the US with my dad. That'll be fun. But then I have to do some assignment for psychology and that sucks. But anyways thats all I have to say for now. Happy Holidays

well me and lindsey have broken up and so yeah I'm single again. So yeah I can't wait till christmas cause i get to go to the US and maybe thunder bay. So yeah I'm excited for that and thomas might be coming if his parents let him. Well thats all for now. May the force be with you

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I walked away from her dead corpse. As I was walking, I reloaded my Cerebrus. As I was walking I started to feel a little sleepy, but I knew I didn’t have the time. The further I walked the heavier my eyes got. I felt like collapsing. Then I saw a house in the distance. My eyes widened. I ran to the house as fast as I could. I was lucky it wasn’t an illusion. I walked up to the door and knocked. The door opened on its own. “Hello, is anybody here?” I said as I walked through the door. It didn’t look like anyone was home. So I walked into the bedroom and layed down. When I woke up I looked around. I felt like someone was watching me. I got up and walked for the door. Then Something from behind hit me in the back of the head knocking me out. The next thing I know I was in a prison cell. I felt kind of dizzy. But I was able to regain my balance quickly enough. I looked out at the hallway. The rest of the cells were empty. Then the door slammed open and a guard walked through. “Where am I?” I asked “Your in a prison cell, what does it look like” he replied “Quit being a smart ass and tell me,” I said “Fine, your in Nightmare’s castle” he said “Let me out of here” I said “No, I’m supposed to execute you” he said He opened the cell door. I reached for the Cerebrus but it wasn’t there, neither was the buster sword. I would have to fight him with my bare hands. Then as he was walking towards me he pulled out my buster sword. He raised it over his shoulder and swung it at me. I jumped over it and kicked him in the head. He dropped the sword. I picked it up and stood over him. “Please don’t kill me, I was only doing my job,” he said “So am I.” I said Jamming my sword through his neck. I searched him for my Cerebrus but he didn’t have it. Another guard must have it. I walked out of the cell wiping the blood of my sword. I walked through another door into another hallway. There were to different hallways leading two separate ways. I had to decide. Right or left. I decided to go left. It was a long hallway. Then I saw something hurrying towards me. It was another guard and he had my Cerebrus. He pulled it out and pointed it at me. I pulled out my sword and blocked the shot with it just in time. I ran up to him. He tried to shoot me again. But I ducked under him and sliced of his hand. I picked up my Cerebrus and pointed it at him. “Where is Nightmare?” I asked “He’s in the main chamber” he replied “Where’s the main chamber?” I asked “Keep going down this hall, go through the door, take the right hallway go through the door, then you’ll be in a room with one door and that would be the door to the main chamber.” He explained Then I pulled the trigger and shot three bullet holes into his head. I looked straight down the hallway. I put my Cerebrus back in its holster and strapped my buster sword to my back. I ran down the hall. After a couple of minutes I finally got to the door. I opened it. I ran down the right hallway. I got to the end of that hallway to the door. I opened it and there it was the final door. I walked up to it. “Its finally almost over” I said turning the handle. The door was locked. “Looking for something?” someone said behind me. I turned around. “Who are you?” I asked “My name is Adam, and if you want to get through that door your going to need the key that I have.” He said “Then give it to me” I said “You’ll have to fight me for it” he said “Fine we’ll do it the hard way” I said I pulled out my buster sword and readied myself for battle. Adam stood at the other side of the room holing his sword. Both of us looking at each other. “This time you won’t win” he said

Yes I can't wait till winter break. My dad is taking me to the USA and if thomas' parents allow him he can come to. It'll be awesome. My dad is the coolest. There maybe alot of things that are bothering me but I won't let them control my life. So yeah thats all for now.