ok.. i dont think i can keep it in any longer.. this is driving me nuts.. i wana wait til the right time, but i dont think i can last any longer.. my mentality cant take this.. i hate it.. its soooo hard for me to keep it in.. my emotions have been let go... told off to whome ever asked, but one thing remains silent.. i dont know how long i will last out.. not much longer i can tell you that for sure.. the possible anwser is the only thing keeping me back, wondering, thinking.. about the things to come, the endless possibilities. please someone! set me free from this misery......