ok.. screw this.. i cant live my life wondering if people think im ugly or not, that just no life at all.. and besides.. it's what i think that should rely matter.. so when meaghan comes back from work.. and if she tries to finish the "well.." thing.. ima just stop her from sayin it.. cause personally.. i was thinking bout it and i relized.. i should;nt care bout that... it should'nt bother me.. because im just happy she loves me for me and not looks(cause that would suck) and well that im just happy to be her boyfriend:) so for who ever read my last entery.. forget bout it.. its just stupid feelings.. it means nothing now.. not that i've relized personality is way better than looks anywayse.. :):):) I HAVE SEEN THE LIGHT!! lol -matt