well i just got back from the Y. i did soo much in the hour i was there that raight now, my arms hurt soo much i cant even pick myself off this chair!!! but thats a good thing, means i did a good work out!! :) well i was kinda pissed today, i stayed for lunch at school and meaghan started to tell everyone to go along with what she says to me, which was she herd something things bout me, turns out that there was rely nothing bout me, thewy just said that to piss me off cause apparently its funny to see me pissed, and well i never found out that it was nothing till bout 20 mins after i was told "something bad bout me" so i kinda told everyone to go to hell and piss off a bunch of times.. i was RELY mad!! and to add to the madness, i got home today and went to blow my nose, then as soon as i did, my left ear went completly deaf.. im not even exagerating.. i mean i could'nt even hear my mom yelling at me on my left side!! so after figuring out that i could'nt hear outta my left ear, i started to freak out, i told off my sister and everyone else that came round me.. i nearly went into a panic attack, like i just stood there bout to flip out and punch a hole in the wall!! i could'nt figure out y i could'nt hear anyhting.. and NO ONE takes me seriously when i say something wrongs with my hearing.. mom does'nt seem to take what i say seriously, neither does dad or anyone else, so well i eventually ate something, and i guess the swallowing made some of what ever it was in there start to come out, and then my hearing gradually came back to a somewhat normal level. so that was my day, full of anger and flipping out!! i rely hope it does'nt happen agen, i was rely bout to snap on the next person who did something to me.. and well, if it does happen again, i hope Quivers tries something on meaghan, cause then i'll have a decent excuse to why i would punch him in gut and break his fingers:) well i think ima go meet meaghan up at her work in a bit.. she wants me to go back to her house:):) oh well, im not complaining!