well i walked meaghan home today.. i was kinda suprised when she asked me to come in.. but i did;nt hold back.. we went into her livin room and just cuddled for a bit.. then she made things weird by bringing out this weird book and was telling me all these things i had no ides what they were... but im a nice guy so i went along.. lol.. sorry meaghan if yer reading this, LOL! but im rely thinking bout popin the question.. its rely buggin me to keep it in.. everyone tells me i should just ask her.. but theres the little part of me thats afraid.. afraid that if i do go out with her.. it wont last long.. or that she will get bored of me.. thats the part that scarres me....like i rely RELY like her.. but well i just dont want to go out for a short while.... thats not what i want.. if we went out(which i think will happen.. very soon) i want it to last.. a long time.. but i dont know if thats what she wants.. well i guess i could ask her bout it... hmmm.. i unno.. hopefully she reads this and figured it out and tell me.. it would make me feel alot better to hear it from her.. well i went to the ymca today to work out after i left from meaghans.. i left at 8:30 and never got home till bout 9:15.. stipid sister was on the friggin phone so i could;nt call for a ride.. so i just decided im walking.. so yeah.. i was FRIGGIN COLD AS HELL!!! but it was'nt that bad.. well i rely hope meaghan is'nt working tomorrow.. i rely wanna go see the King Kong movie with her.. bt i cant wait ti see it!!! well hopefully it will all work out...