*Ten People You Talked To Today* 01) Thomas 02) Jamie 03) John 04) Scott 05) Samantha 06) JD 07) Aj 08) Michelle 09) my mom 10) tabby *Nine Good Friends* 01) Thomas 02) Jamie 03) John 04) Nicole 05) Pedro 06) Scott 07) Head 08) Fat Joe 09) Cassie *Eight Things In Your Room* 01) Clothes 02) bed 03) tv 04) thongs 05) condoms 06) *dresser* 07) shoes 08) empty fire water bottle *Seven Things That Annoy You* 01)liars 02)ppl that do shyt 4 attention 03)posers 04)cheaters 05) a gurl....hhhhmmm 06) buster 07) hang overs *Six Things You Touch Daily* 01) MYSELF!!! 02) hair 03) tom, jamie! 04) touthbush 05) phone 06) key board *Five Favortie Candys* 01) Starburst 02) Skittles 03) gummi bears 04) Twisslers 05) laffy taffys *Four TV Shows You Watch* 01) real world 02) anything on adult swim 03) Law & order 04) simpsons *Three Celebrities You Have a Crush on* 01) Carmen Electra 02) Nicole Ricci 03) Ashton Kutcher *Two Things You Can't Live Without* 01) my best friend 02) love *Name One Thing You Want More Than Anything* 01) every1 knows who that is....

boom i fucked your boyfriend i fucked your man boom i fucked your boyfriend he stuck it in when i first saw your man he was really fine he had this nice ass body that would blow your mind he had this long drawn silver that was dropped down low he wanted to sex me from my head to my toes so i let him rub me down he carresed me the right way i hit him with the juice and it made him go crazy cause the juice had your man commiting a sin o yea silly bitch i fucked your boyfriend If you got a boyfriend you better hold on tight ill take him shake him rip him on out if you got a boyfriend you better hold on tight cuz im the type of girl that makes a man feel right when he goes out he wants to fuck probably not excuse so your nerves get plugged then you come around a fuucking chit chater talkin all that shit but bitch it dont matter cause in the end he'll be trippin again (who me?) yea now who’s your girlfriend good song.....haha...marta...funny convos we had... Fat joe is a sexy bitch...even though im not *cool* enough 2 b in his info er nothing! Tom..me loves u long time! brandi is my sexy bitch dont make me kill a hoe<3<3 Jennifer<3

here we go again....depression has sunk in again...what a shock? it was goign 2 happen sooner or later...its so crazy..like an hour ago i was writing in here writing about how happy i was and shit...and now...i feel like crying...why do i have 2 be like this? i want to leave this hell hole..leave forever and never come back..forget everything that once was...forget the pain all you dick heads caused me...forget the pain i caused myself..... Im sick of pretending like everything is ok..ive been doing it for so long...im not quit sure if i could show my true feelings..i come custome to faking it... why cant i find that one special guy that i can tell all my deepest darkest secrets to...cuddle late at night with..and wake up every morning to him telling me how beauful i am..and how much he loves me...i guess in a way...i found that guy...but he's not mine..and im sure he never will be.... I long to feel your touch.... i dont think i will return 2 school 2morrow...give them another day 2 say more stories abot where im at..and if im alive or not..i like 2 let people wonder... Well i think im going 2 go lay down..i think i need a good cry.....im out.. Jennifer<3

::Bad side of things:: just got out the bathtub..had 2 relax and think about sum shyt...god..i was so effin happy..and than...bam i talk 2 him and i get all upset again..i dont know why i still let the things he says upset me..i guess in a way i still love him...but at the same time..i try so hard 2 convince myself that i dont...that i can do better..and that i dont need him...i wish i could just 4get all we had...i wish...ya...john....damn...him... ::good side of things:: anyway..i still like that one person lots and lots..i mean..i really think im falling for him...hard...<3...everytime i think about him i cant help but smile..i wish i could make him as happy as he makes me...i wish i could tell him all the feelings i have 4 him.....fooey.... im actually really hoping 4 no school 2morrow..i dunno..maybe jamie or the tom will come see me..that will make me...very happy! i miss them :-( I hope the tom feels better! I wish jamie didnt go 2 bed at 9 i wanted 2 speak with her....o well i guess... mom and john didnt go 2night..damn snow...that makes me sad..i wanted *alone* time... lucia's sister maria is 5 months pregnant :-D thats kick ass...im going 2 her baby shower in 2 weeks..wahoo..i think my sister might b going 2...who knows? lala...bored im out <3 Jennifer <3<3<3<3

This past year... Have your religious views gotten stronger or weaker? i can say ive probably stop caring even less than i did previously Who were your best friends? lucia (rolls eyes) cassie, jamie, & thomas Name your boyfriends/girlfriends: John. (fag) How long was each relationship? 15 months How was January? dont know How was February? my birthday How was March? party party...damn narks should die. How was April? dont remember...2 many drugs How was May? off and on How was June? 2 weeks with john at my house..fought almost everyday How was July? 1 week at john's house...made me cry alot How was August? pretty good i guess. How was September? who knows. How was October? took a break from john..didnt last 2 long.. How was November? thought i was pregnant..who the fuck knows? How was December? i hate john!!! he made me cry all the time... How many parties did you attend? good question..i lost count Did you get drunk for the first time? yeah...like 5 years ago! Did you lose someone you love? yep Did someone have a baby? yeah Any new friends? yes Lose any friends? yeah...lucia Who changed your year? lucia, john(4 the bad) and thomas. Anything you wish you could re-do? ya...but i cant..wouldnt have fucked up a friendship What and why? a kiss isnt worth losing ur best friend over. Did you lie to your parents? course Did you lie to your friends? not really. Did you get lied to? yup Do you hate anyone new? yeah Does anyone knew hate you? haha...who doesnt hate me? Are you glad this year is over? yeah. def. Who do you want to thank for your bad year? John. Who do you want to thank for your good year? all my friends <3 cause i love them soo!!! Do you think you'll keep the same friends? hopefully What is your new year resolution? haha...who knows? How many more girlfriends/boyfriends do you think you'll have? 1 maybe 2 Anything exciting happening this year? sex sex sex and more sex..drugs parties n alcohol..haha Who do you think you'll spend the most time with? hopefully tom & jamie Who will you stop hanging out with? brandi. Anything you hope to do this year? no. Are you gonna kiss the same person this next new year? nope.

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well getting there aaaahhh good times tom is mad at me though... :-(

people talk shit i think its very unhealthy to talk as much shit as some people do... gggrrr!!! but other than that im happy.. i guess i have ben havin mood swings alot... ben gettin sick alot more than usual 2... dont know why really dont care etter.. lalala.. mr.ofner is leaving:-( 2day is his last day... i get cake though...:-D but it still sucks:-( well im outy peace Jennifer

wahoo....only 43 more min. than im out of here...fuckin ryte nicca!! uh oh today was a good day nothing went wrong anyway soo i guess you could say it was good... RytE???? i gotta study 4 3 tests 2night u hear that 3!!! that sucks well i gtg... peace out Jennifer

i am aroused because im in desktop publishing..and we all no how hott that is!!! woot woot omg im mad though....yesterday i spent my whole class which is like 44 min..writing an entry...and bitching...and raging..and being all lovely dovey..and the damn computert didnt save it..that pisses me off O well...at least i got it off my chest...and it would have been private anyway..an now theres no chance of any1 ever readin it anyway.... so its all good i guess i was a lil pissed though.. but i guess im over it!!! wahoo!!! im soo happy!!! group starts again 2night....i missed every1 SOOOO damn much!! an theres gonna b alot of new people 2...so im like really happy!!! yay...i cant wait.. group is like the best thing..i look forward 2 it...which is good i guess? RytE!! n than 2morrow i think im gonna hang out wit my 2 favvvvortie sluts in the whole wide world!!! Ashley & Miranda....and of course Tom....and johnny will prolly b there...n i think Tory said he was goin...and i guess who ever else shows up ryte? mayb we'll stop at Bumpers....proly not though...its kind of a waste of time..the same ppl are there everynight.... thats why i cant wait til i turn 18..so i can go 2 sum REALLL clubs...uh ohhhh!!! well im out muah I love You *2 that certain sum1* Jennifer Lynn

damn that sucks i wrote this long beautiful entry yesterday n it didnt save...well only the 1st it kinda sucks... but w.e ya..now im gonna write myself a lil private entry cuz well....none of u are worthy enough 2 read my deep thoughts.. well maybe 1 or 2 of ya Muah! <3Ditto Jennifer Lynn

im addicted to you<3 u no who thats <3<3<3 MUAH!!! sitting in desktop pub. wit kris....ya i no...its soo much fun....than i gotta go 2 wonderful POT....wahoo? i gots a new door 4 my room!! That made me happy!! so i guess 2 night i must go home and clean my room...which is gonna take forever! nothing really interesting is happening lately.. cuz i been home all the damn time cuz i ben sick since fri er sat night... went 2 bumpers on friday....met up wit *charlie* an hung out wit Glen, Thomas, John, Kris, Breeze, Deezer, Carley, & Devon 4 a lil.... Flutterkick kicked ass....good deal.. homecomming is in like 2 er 3 weeks...mayb ill go wit the only person i wanna go wit :-) hehe kk gtg muah! I <3 Sos! Jennifer Lynn

another forever since i wrote in here everything is goin mad awesome couldnt be better pretty much have everything i want right now and wat i dont have im in the prosess of getting hehe like a job and well other certain things well people but hehe what else is there 2 say? school has started its like the 2nd week cant really complain yet other than the whole waking up early thing...but yea 2night me & tom are going 2 bumpers...johnny might b going but who knows with that kid? Im prolly gonna go home n take a nap than go though cuz fuck im so tiered tom woke me up like every 20 min tellin me he wanted gobstoppers lol that silly goose well the bell is about 2 ring...so i must get goin ill prolly write back on monday in this class hehe cause im cool and all o ya guess what? the drama is back!! what joy!

its been like for ever since i wrote in this chompy good deal.. ya nothing much has happened been hanging out with thomas n john most the time...as in like 99.2% of the time than also hanging out with jamie and scott and ashley and brooke o ya..cant forget pedro and robert!! this summer is getting pretty hott...in more than one way wink wink!!!!;-) party hard my niccas!!!

holy fuck its been forever since i wrote in this chompy!! hehe well im at nicoles hanging out with tom john rob and pete wondering why im not hanging out with nicole? she's in jail....for anywehere from 30 days 2 a year....:-( Damn fucking narchs.. bitches will get there day though well im out I lovE My Boy! Jennifer <3

Dick its been like what 8 years now? Even though we went our speperate ways for the past year...you are truly the best friend i got...Me and you have been threw life and deaht...smiles and tears..and everything else in between..all the memories we have are unforgettable...and i am so glad that we are getting back to how we sued to be..the past year in my life i needed u so bad..i think we both needed eachother...having that talk with you really got alot of stuff off my mind..and thats what i neeed..i need someone i can confy in..and I honestly dont know what i'd do if we stopped talking forever....Both You and *ted* have such a great part of my heart and there is nothing that can ever take that way...no matter how dark our nights are...they're will always be a beauitful day that follows...your my little sister...my blood sister for life..and i will never let anything come between our friendship...hun you are so perfect and you dont deserve any guy or friend that is going 2 bring you down..i love u for the person you really are...You have such a beautiful soul and If people cant love you for the real you fuck them...Dont listen 2 what little fuckign skanks say about you...its only jealousy..and it hurts me so bad when you say those things about your self...Noone could ever mean what u mean 2 me...our friendship is so pure...and i know what it will last a life time..no matter what obsitcules cum in our way!! I love u babi gurl!! BffL! Jennifer I misses you boi :-(

Gary asked me out 2day :-D.....but i didnt give me a straight anwser yet...i wanna talk 2 april..cuz i dont wanan fuck up me n her friendship...so im gonna see what she has 2 say first...i dunno..hes a really sweet guy, and i do like him....i just dont know... Jennifer

sumthin sum1 really special wrotes 2 *me* i love u baby girl but i just wanted to say, i love u more n more with each growin day. i know that times are tuff but just u wait n see , we'll get thru this together just u n me. good things will flourish from alll of the bad, all we need is our love even if its all that we have. you mean the world to me n i jus wanted u to know, i hope u will neva leave or neva let go. in love theres a special bond that two people have , its the power to understand each other in good and in bad. two against one are good odds cant u see, with me by ur side we can take on anything, no matter what pain is brought to ur way , i also promise girl il b tha man to wash ur worries away ::awwsss i feel so special, and so loved!!!:: Mwah!

in like 30 min im prolly goin 2 a mc party....at mcdonalds...4 after prom..i think...lol im real drunk ruight now...but sssshhhh keep it on the down low mah niccas!! jamie is hott i would put it in her LIKE WOOH!!! im out peacey!

i hate everything.. goood bye