today was a pretty shitty day..shit happened...that i dont wanna tell anyone about...the only person i told was michael..and thats cause he's special...it hurts 2 much 2 tell anyone else...i feel abused.. Me and michael are back 2gether again...after like 14 months...we are back together...i guess i kinda knew it was going to happen..i was never able to say no to him...there's something about him...he was the only guy that i been with that never really hurt me...and i know that this time im going 2 treat him so much better than i did last time...he's so great...he always understands me and always wants to see me happy...its so great to be with someone that actually wants to see me happy...i think i might love him...but lets not jump in 2 fast!! last night jamie spent the night...again..for the millionth time in the past week..hehe...i have so much fun when she is around...i love her 2 pieces!!! i didnt go 2 school 2day..i was supposed 2 have counciling but no it got cancelled..o well..there really isnt anything 2 talk about anyway...well atleast nothing that im ready 2 talk about...i cant talk about that 2 anyone but michael.. when i told him what happened, but wanted 2 shoot someone...but he was very sweet about it..he just told me to go take a nice long bath and relax and that its ok cause he'll always love me, just like he always has...he always knows how 2 make me smile even when i feel like i never will again!!! well thats all holla at me <3 Jennifer Lynn <3