well the past 30 sum hours has been..well unforgettable.. me tom and john ran away...thats what i meant in the entry b4 this one..2 clear things up...we did NOT have a suicide pact and were gonna off ourselfs 2gether..i mean...ya..that would b fun right? but come on now....we'd atleast kill a few hookers b4 we killed ourselfs...that way we'd die happy!! haha... the memories we made i will never 4get...trying 2 heat up a can of raviole's 4 like EVER with 3 lighters....running from the cops...sleeping in the ghetto...in a car...talks about killing hookers and stealing there money.... wow..gotta love those 2...my partners in crime!! But anyway...life still sucks...i still dont wanna live...my heart still bleeds...i guess running away didnt really accomplish much...but hey i had fun! and thats all that matters!!! Im so afraid 2 admit in but i cant help it...every day i fall more and more for you..i want you...i need you...your everything i ever think about...some people think its an obsession...but i know its not...i think i love you... lalalala....watch the blood run down her face but dont take notice watch the blood run down her arms please dont take notice Jennifer<3 p.s. eddie & brit came up this weekend...it was so great....so unforgettable...but at the same time...theres parts taht i cant remeber..the train was great...the bus was 2..gotta love them..i miss them tons already <3