i do what i do not for your attention...like some people..i dont do what i do 2 upset you..i hide my feelings....so i dont hurt you by telling you how i really feel about myself...i do what i do 2 get my mind off of everything....i keep it 2 keep myself sane... hhhhmmm.....who knows? You so wonderful, so damn incredible, you make me feel the things i never thought possible...you mean so much 2 me...you dont see how bad it hurts me...2 see you with her... I hurt myself .s.o you cant... Jennifer <3<3