2 . 10 pm Dear Diary, Haven't you noticed that music can always change your mood? I have. I burned my leg yesterday. It's 2nd degree. With my curling iron. No, I was not trying to curl my leg-hairs. It was still hot and I was winding the cord around it. It's icky. I know it will scar. It was before the Stevenses came over. Abby, Michael and I jumped on the tramp and talked and had a jolly good time. I hope the Miller's call us to do something tomorrow. I haven't seen Miles since ... I don't remember. He's been at his boarding school in Nebraska. Of course he comes back for holidays. But I dont really see him during them. I really want to go to Logan High. Really. Because Jade's probably moving between now and then, and Karlee's going there, and Katherine's going there, and everyone else is going there. And Luke will be there for two years. Ian, Sharpay, Kameron, etc. ♥//chelly

I really wish I was normal. I really wish I was good enough for my daddy.

Jade's over here. Sleepover! w00t. We snuck out at 11 something to go in the hot tub. It's nearly midnight now. We talked about Derrek, the stars, summer, development, music...etc. It was special. Earlier we listened to music on the radio and watched music videos and I kept wanting to call him but...Jade wouldn't let me. Maybe it's good. I don't want to seem clingy... Tomorrow, Friday, we have no school because it's the end of the term, so we get the day off so the teachers can work. I kind of wish we had school. Jade will let me call Derrek tomorrow. I'm pathetic. ♥/ /chelly ♥

Yup. Life's great. Jade, Derrek, Clayton and I are gonna go to the mall on Saturday. Or...at least...we'll try. I really want to. ♥/ /chelly ♥

My boyfriend ( Derrek, and Teresa, if you read this, get over yourself ) is sooo sweet! < 3 He gotseded me candy. It was mini M&Ms so I gave him a hug and it kind of surprised him but that's okay. Well he's on the phone now so bye. ♥/ /chelly ♥

I HAVE A... I HAVE A... I'm so happy. Jade let me borrow a shirt because I wanted to look good for ... She wants to look good for ... because he might ask her ... "When I say shotgun you say wedding Shotgun, wedding Shotgun, wedding. Oh no no you're pulling the trigger Pulling the trigger All wrong." Anyways. School is excelent. I have to finish my math in RA though. And our commercial is being shown tomorrow. It's the crappiest ever and everyone will laugh at us. So I'm going to skip second hour. Hah. I wish. ♥/ /chelly ♥

I wish I could run away and know for sure no one would miss me. Sadly I do know that my parents love me, as do my friends. I got a 68% on a test that won't matter in 58 years and my room that I will have forgotten in that time is untidy and I must clean. I can never do anything right in my dad's eyes, seldom my mum's, and if Teresa and I weren't related, I am sure she would hate me. < / 3 ♥/ /chelly ♥

Ohemgee! I haven't heard this song in ages... E> Anyways... Teehee! Ski day rawked my socks off & the only down side was Clayton wrenched his left knee and it was so sad cause he was crying and everything. It made me sad but Shanti was trying to keep in her giggles. He has a leg brace. We now call him Igor. His friend Jake is so cute. He got a sunburn too so it takes the light off of me alone. And his mom made him get a perm and it looks good on him. Byes. ♥/ /chelly ♥

The song changed. I'm now listening to Taking Back Sunday. >> Haven't written in a while... u.u Sawry. I'm gonna go to Jo'ses house tonight for a uber cewl sleepover. School's okay. I'm so caught up it's not even funny. Resa = 18 and > yew. Sorry your day was bad. Sorry I was a bad sister. EEEE> ♥/ /chelly ♥

Yay! No school! w00t. Last night was a blast. Okay. Yesterday I watched Zathura and got online and played DDR. Then the Millers - 1 & the Otterbys came over and Amie, Teresa, Dawn, Mandy & I went and played the Dress Up Game. It is when you go with friends/a friend and you pick out clothes for your friends and vise versa, and no matter how ugly/cute they are you have to try them on. Unless, of course, you run out of time. It was great fun. I had a really cute outfit but ... yeah. Yeah. So we all played DDR and ate pie. It was great. So yeah. Katherine's coming over today at 2 and we're probably going to play lots & lots of DDR. Bye. ♥/ /chelly ♥

Yeah. I gots me some new pants & a new shirt. Mum took me to Kohl's today. It's actually not as bad as I thought it was. It has a lot of really good clothes and there's like a sale every day. Clearance on marked items, etc. I got these cute green corduroy pants and a brown bohemian shirt that ties in the back. And then I gots some jeans and junk. Tonight I'm going to Jo's house and we're gonna play World of Warcraft. I played DDR most of today as well as checking up on Neopets (cause it rocks, and you know it) and this premade-characters roleplay site. I talked to Katherine breifly and have been trying to reach Jade all day but I don't know where she went. Her birthday's in 3 days. Yay! Then three of my friends will be 13 and older than me. Yeah. We're skiing tomorrow. It'd BETTER be sunny or I will stab ... something ... ? Yay! I saw Shawnie last night! Whoooooo scary! Wait. That came out wrong. She wasn't scary, it's scary that I saw someone in New Zealand when I live half way across the world. She has a webcam. So that's why. Hehehehe. She's so effing pretty and it ticks me off. Ha...ha... ♥/ /chelly ♥

I burned around 150 caleries a couple minutes ago. I. Am. So. Tired. We got our new DDRMAX2 pads today! YAY! It's so fun. It's got loads of cool songs. Otay. So today was pretty normal except I brought my small Aussie diary to school to read about what I wrote in our last couple months of sabbatical. It was quite invigorating. Sadly, I left it at school. ;_; Then after school Jade and I hung out and watched Spirited Away (♥) and finally we got ready to go see Date Movie. That is such a friggin funny movie. I lurf it to death. "Hell no I won't marry you. Gawsh! What'd'you think you'd do in this situation? Gawsh!" ^^; Yeah. So I came home and danced off with Resa before working out and finally I came back up here and Shawnie was on so now we're talking and now I'm writing here. Now it's getting really boring so 'night. (It's 20 past 10. Ahhh!)

Of course I don't feel beautiful because I think I look it. Far from it. But that's how I feel because that's how my life is right now. It's sunny, there's glistening snow. Take my advice and just life your life cause it's yours. Yeah. Katherine danced with Ares(I'm actually not sure how to spell his name) at the dance and then the next day, on St. Valentine's Day, he gave her a boquet of flowers and a box of chocolates. Jessie got a teddy bear from Riley that said "Hug Me" and a note that read: "If I had a rose for every time I thought of you I'd be walking in a garden forever." Sure, it's cheesy; sure, it's probably taken from a magazine or something. But it was sweet. Especially since she doesn't even like him and instead likes a (less sweet) boy named Chris and Chris likes her, so I guess it's okay but she never should have said "yes" to Riley if she didn't like him. Oh well. I think LFO (Lyte Funky Ones) is the type of music that should go into a romantic movie. Specially their song "Where You Are." I dunno. I often pick out songs I like and imagine them in movies that would be made of books I like. Like a song or two from Hilary Duff's Metamorphosis CD and the book series Avalon: Web Of Magic. ♥/ /chelly ♥

There I go. Sucking as a human again. Judge me. Whisper about me. I hung out with Jade & Karlee again. I knew it would be a bad idea, I knew it. I knew that Jade was gonna start being super super funny again and that Karlee was going to get giggly and that they'd start wanting to have barbie secks. But Jade convinced me. So they came to my house after a while and we made babysitting posters because Karlee had to join us. Joy. Anyway. We played barbies the rest of the night until 8:40 and they had to leave at 9 and Karlee got a little pissed when I said (I admit, a little rudely) that all we had done basically was play barbies and that we should pick them up and stop. And they're barbies had been spoiled little rich girls and they kept wanting to take my barbie to the mall to buy her clothes and stuff and they spent like half an hour ringing the doorbell (a.k.a. "ding dong ding dong ding dong"). So I had that family move and I made a snobby rich girl move into their house and Jade and Karlee were happy and yes we went to the prom they ended up; yes, you guessed it; having barbie secks. Which I'm tired of. I think it's sick and we do it every time we hang out. And I really am tired of having to play barbies with them. But then they get mad at me if I dont play barbies with them. And I'm tired of being the bad person, even though I am. I'm gonna call Katherine tomorrow and confess to her so I can lay my burdens on her. And be the stupid big crybaby I am. I luff her. Katherine, if you read this, thank you. I lovesh you. I want to see you soon. / /chelly

Yus. So. Jade & I decided to share lockers so we now put our bags in my locker and books in hers. It's lots easier that way. I found out today that my best friend from my old neighborhood is now almost best friends with my other best friend. Katherine said he's really hot now. I dont know why, but I never really clicked when she said "...asian..." and "...Nick..." But when I told her where I used to live, she said, "Hey that's where Nick lives!" And it clicked. It's Nick! Hahaha! Wow. He probably doesnt even remember me, though I remember what he got me for my birthday one time. It was a little birthday polly pocket. A real polly pocket, not those new ones that are about the size of an index finger, the actual pocket-sized ones. Yeah. In 4th hour, Abby and Shanti and the girl that sits behind Gabe and me all piled our things onto Gabe's desk. He was like "What the crap" when he walked in and we all started laughing and took our books off. Yeah. Yep. ♥/ /chelly ♥

I really, really hate how stupid people are. Especially when they try to call other people stupid. I.E. "You're so stupid. You ARE blonde." Oh. My. God. Blonde is not a state of mind, but a hair color. A friggin hair color. AHHHH. It really makes me mad. I don't mind blonde jokes. They're funny. In my mind I substitute them for someone else who isn't so bright and happens to be redheaded or dark haired or something. Anyway. Enough rambling. So on Sunday, Katherine's superbowl party rocked. We watched The Corpse Bride (because who watches the superbowl at a superbowl party?) and Katherine taught us this cool cup game. "Clap clap bongo drum, clap move the cup. Clap pick it up again and don't mess up." Repeat it. Ahhh 'twas vair vair fun. I've been constantly applying lip gloss today. Not sure why. 'Spose it's cause it just feels so smooth and it dries out real easy. I kind of have been using big words today. Lawl. "Why would you want to go up there...when people are dying to get down here?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!11~~ Mmmtay. When I got to school on Friday, Daniel was all, "I'm sorry, I should've walked with you." And I'm just like, "meh. well, you know. whatever." Bethany J. is really really weird. I do not wish to sit near her anymore. I mean, I know I can be heaps freaky. But she does it in public. Around anyone. But hey. Maybe she's just showing she's not afraid to be different? 'Tay, I'm having a hard time being nice about this. So shush. Dont criticize me in my own diary, man. ♥/ /chelly ♥

I actually did well on the test yesterday. It was more of a quiz. The actual test is on Monday. I'm not excited. I have to study 15 minutes if I want extra credit. Which I do. Yeah. So I went to the doctor cause I still can't hear. So. I was perscribed some new medication in hopes my ears will clear up. It tastes soooo friggin disgusting. But hey. Jo came over last night and then Jade & Karlee called and they came over and all four of us watched Happy Tree Friends. *shudder* Jade...is a bit meaner around Karlee. And I think Karlee likes Jade better. I think they're becoming closer friends than Jade & I were. That's scaring me...I'm serious. I'm being a little jealous brat and I dont like being a little jealous brat. Jade will always side with Karlee when Karlee's around. Karlee will laugh at everyone small thing Jade does...but I guess it's just cause Karlee is always right and Jade is super funny. Poor Jo. Jade and Karlee were always off on their own and left us two alone. It kind of made me a little mad but, I was being bratty anyway and I wish I was a nicer person. *Sigh* Today I cleaned a bit and Karlee came over and we played ps2 and barbies and etc. It was fun. We ate junk food and I used my new toothbrush to clean my teeth after she left. I luff it. Cause it cleans really really well. I got it at school yesterday, cause since it was Parent Day (daddy came with me) one of the girls' dad was a dentist. He passed 'em out. It's a FANCY toothbrush, too. Yay! ♥/ /chelly ♥

My ear itches. Badly. Ouch ouch ouch. Yeah. So our concert sucked. Badly. The snare drummer messed up and so the conductor had to stop the song and start at measure 120. Yeah. And they gave us our music last week. Wtf. No one knew all of both the songs. It was majorly bad. I really really don't want to go to North Cache. Their ceilings are falling apart. The walls are grimey and gross. I think I want to go to L. High. That way I'd only have to spend one year at that stupid school. Watched the weird Bill Nye (the Science guy) vid on the heart. Tomorrow during lunch I'm taking the test. Ahhhhh! I'll do badly. Vair vair badly. Yeah. After the video, I had to call my mum but it would have been a while until she came to pick me up because she & dad had rode in together and he was teaching. So then Daniel came out from b. ball and he needed a ride. He said he lived near me so I offered one and when mom called back, Dad had gone into a meeting. Yay. More time. So she was all, "Well there's other things to do. Go in the library." Well, the only thing was, they'd asked us to be out by 3:00 and it was 3:17 and they'd locked the doors from the outside so when we went out, we couldnt go back in. So Daniel suggested we walk. Hahaha. So we did. We walked with Michelle and he kept using her phone to call his friends to come get him but no one could. And then while he was talking to Conrad's brother, I said, "Dude, you're wasting poor Michelle's minutes." And so then he said, "Okay bye" and shut the phone. Hahaha. About 1/4 of the way home, Conrad's gramma drove past and stopped and he got in and they offered me a ride but I thought, heck, why not take the exercise. So I did. I walked alllllll the way to my house. When I got in, I got a cookie and some Dr. Thunder. Ahhhhh. It was nice. Then we (being me & Resa) babysat Emma, who didn't want to finish her dinner. I luff Emma. ♥/ /chelly ♥

Chase is in my room and when I'm done here I'm gonna go smother him with love. But I'll do it lightly, so as not to smother him. I've got things going on tomorrow. 1. Band concert. Which I am SO not prepared for. 2. Science test. Which I am SO not prepared for. 3. Babysitting Emma. Which I am SO prepared for. ♥ I heart Emma. She rocks. 4. And that's it. My mind hurts cause I was doing a sudoku and I'm thinking, "Well maybe if I...nope, that doesn't work...well, if I try--nah...there's a 5 there and there. Hrrrmmmmmm. GAHHH!" Yeah. So that's bad. Happy February. V's Day is coming up. Meh. Not like there's a dance or anything. ;_; A pinch and a punch; it's the first of the month. Ahhh, good ol' En zed land. (NZ land. hahaha, Abby) Did I tell you I talked to Anton? Well I did. He's awesome. He rocks my sawks. EWWW! Daniel cooties! He licked his hand and smacked it against mine....ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. (etc.) ♥/ /chelly ♥

Stayed after to take a surprisingly easy math test today. Pretty sure I got a high score. I'm slowly working my way on getting caught up. I have to get a blank check from Jade or someone so I can finish my Business assignment, and I have to stay after on Thursday to watch a B. Nye vid and take a science test. I have a test review in science to do but other than that...I'm caught up. Basically. After the test I hung out with Laura and Jessie. After Jessie left, Laura went with me to try Teresa again and when everyone left the office we stole Laffy Taffys and we kept going back to get more. Then Austin and Seth, who were waiting as well, stole some as well and we were all reading the jokes and eating them. It was great fun. Then Teresa & Jordan came and I left. Meh. That was my day. Wheee. ♥/ /chelly ♥