This is Childish

by xyourjealousx
Feeling: hopeless
Sooo right now I'm just sitting at home...and yeah. I thought I would update because thats what I DONT do best! yeah....because what I do best is make my friends mad at me! Well everything is going totally downhill for me! Yeah!!!!!! Joy...I atleast know now that Krysten isnt mad at me..so that takes most of the pressure off of me..because that was what I was worried about the most.....losing our friendship that means the most in my life! I love you krysten....and am here for you always and forever...a guy will never and I mean NEVER come between us! Well as far as I know Katie seems to be upset with me......but I guess I cant really do anything about that. Katie I'm just really sorry that you feel that way about Tim and I. I never said that we were going to go out I just said we are going to get to know eachother...and whatever happens happens. SO yeah.......I got up this morning....ate breakfast....Called my dad....talked to him for like 15 minutes! Then I called Tim! We talked for a bit then I got off the phone and hung out with my cousin Katie! yay..it was fun. She's so awesome let me tell ya! hehe Then I was listening to music and writing Chris a letter...I had to explode on somebody and he's the only one that I will never tell my problems to so I figured I'd write him! So yeah....got that done......ate dinner.....then about vomited..because I ate so much. Then I went outside because I was freezing in the house...and watched Laura and Ashley swim for a bit! Then came back in the house...tried to call my dad back. Didnt get to talk to him....then I called Tim back...but I have to call him back later because he is going out to eat with some of his friends...so yeah.. Now I"m talking to my step-sis on the phone...really need to get off so that I can call chris.....and then Call tim back..so I dont know.......Hopefully I get to see my dad and step-mom sometime soon. SO yeppppp I LOVE YOU GUYS! WEll I think I'm done for now...having problems typing, talking on the phone, and talking on AIM at the same time..mUhhahahahha Bye! |Tara| ------------------------------------------- Krysten I love you!
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hey skankaroni i freaking love you! i really hope your okay! and not mad at me.. grrrr... we're the F.A.T.s.. the rule book says were not allowed to fight.. REMEMBER!! GOSH! :-)


Krysten
dont suppose u'd allow me to get between u and krystens? mayb a mucka sandwich? love ya!
Hello, Ms. Tara!
I was wondering... how did you get the comment links to appear stationed in the middle? I have been asking EVERYONE about that, and no one ever knows. Soo... hopefully you will. =) Take lots of care, Ms. Tara. And I hope you and your friend are still okie. =)

---Charlie
[Anonymous]
your being a hooker. and im not joking. if you dont freaking update.. you'll become a juicy booger hooker!!!

yeah thats right. not even kidding. DO THE RIGHT THING TARA!!

-krysten
hey tara.. its ohkay, things arent the best for me either......... :( sam and i broke up but he just wants to keep it low key through the summer and he says he wants to start dating again in the fall. :( well hope all gets better for you! love yah!
*Sarah*
[Anonymous]
Tibby,
I know things haven't really been good between us. I have been dealing with somethings and I just couldn't take it anymore. If we aren't friends right now...well I want to be.

Alyssa
hey there thanks lol i hope to get more on here lol ttyl sweetie bye

<3 Jenna
Welps, I'm sure things will be fixed. Your cat's eyes are freakishly enticing..Kool Kat! Anyways, that's a pretty long entry, even though I read it all, I think things will get better. Good thing you and Krysten are still friends. Apparently you two mean alot to each other.
thanks but urs looks nicer..lol :) mine is strugglin! i got my layout from your "crazy layout" links...so thanks to ya!
hey hooker bait.. i loooooooove you!

TALKIN BOUT BOOOOOGERS!!
Hope everything went well...you should check out my site now..

kyle
[Anonymous]
Talkin bout BOOGGEEEERS!!!!...

you know you cant resist that shit!!
i need to ask you something...so call me or something when you read this...

ash.
hellz yes I'll be there! We need to do something sometime!
[Anonymous]
yep i know i understand... course i can understand her position a little better though because you weren't here when katie and tim were together and stuff so i guess you really dont know how they were and stuff. Katie and tim were like a me and tanner. its hard to explain but i think you know. so yeah.. love you

krysten
hey skank. i mean tara! haha well i'm glad we're good now too. and it was my bad. i was just too stuck on him i guess. didn't wanna share :-p. but now he's all yours babe! haha you can definitely have him, he isn't worth losin a friend over. sooo uhhh when you fill your pool up i'll be over. i mean, man i like to swim... :-p hahaha i love ya kid.



-katie.
your immature friend ;)
haha j/k. well maybe i am sometimes, but gosh.:p
[Anonymous]
Tara i know something was wrong when i called you... im guessing its because you think im mad at you or something but i dont know.. Tara im not mad at you. You're my F.A.T.! so pleeease be happy! i love you..

krysten
oh okay ttyl.
no you havent... you havent let us down... and your not bringing me into your problems.. i brought myself into it by trying to help... theres nothing to blame for.
what are you sorry for??
aight homes. You just give me a ring. I'm grounded right now so that doesnt help the situation. So yeah. Give me a jingle? lol. 1-785-242-4132:-*

Brooke.
Anytime hott stuff!:-)


Love ya,
Brooke.
well I'm not to white now. I'm actually pretty darn tan!:-) I looooove being tan. gah. Love ya babe. IT NEEDS TO BE SOON GIRL!

Brooke.

Love ya
i was just wondering i didnt know if you were going to hook up or what. just dont get his hopes up or anything if you think your still going to be stuck on chris and think about chris or whatever.. ya know?
so whats goin on with you and tim now???
Love you Tara!
oh... awesome.
who ya on the phone with???