Why am I so bitter about the world around me? This is what everyone likes to ask me. I have a simple answer to a stupid question. Bluntly stated, "people suck, the government is bullshit, most people complain too much, and over all life sucks." I can't stress enough the fact that, yes, I have emotions and friends and an alright life to boot. I just can't seem to see the good in it though. When it comes down to it I have become the coldest peson I know and yet I seem to have this loving caring side that has been brought out in me by a recent g/f. I have in these past weeks learned that I have emotions I never knew existed. Happiness, love, and I have also seen that I am capable of revealing these emotions to others. For once I care. Not about myself, but about others. Its so strange to think about. I even cried about a week ago after I broke up with my g/f. Thats a story for another time though. TIme and time again I thought all I was capable of was hate and depression and now I see differently. I don't even know how to express what has grown in my heart. I still can't, as always, shake the feeling that the world sucks. Thats just me. :)