The world is always going to try and bring some of us down and lift some of us up. Me, well, I just wish the world would forget I even existed. Maybe then I wouldn't have to deal with any shit; just the shit I chosse to give myself. I hate to sound so depressing all the time, but what else can I say. I don't feel like lying to myself or the world around me and saying its all ok. It isn't and never will be. I think if it was ok all the time I'd be even more crazy. I just have this to say to the world: Is that the best you can do; and thank you for making my life hell.