Listening to: Mudvayne: Nothing to Gein (yes thats how its spelled!)
Feeling: ashamed
I hate all this bullshit! Fuck! I cut myself just to feel the pleasure the wound bring and yet it hurts to know I can't control myself anymore. I'm a fucking monster and I deserve to die.
I hate knowing that cutting has come so far that it's gone beyond control.
I wish you the best of luck with that.
Have a good day.
lana x0x0x