Well today is just one of those days I guess. PT was tugh and we have a test tomarrow . Damn this place seems more like school than it does the military. Oh well anyway. What the hell is it that keep drawing my to this sight and to look at her diary Its like I'm just preying for her to write something about me. I thought for a while that I had got her out of my mind but here I am now trying my best not to cry. I just dont understand why things had to go the way they did.I think no I know that its all my fault Not to long ago I might have had a chance to try for her again but I just didnt I know I wanted to but for some reason I just did beg for her back in proably the one moment that I might have had the sligt chance at he hearing what I had to say. Oh well I'm sure that se doesnt go anywhere near this page anymore Oh well I just wish that I had one last chance to tell her that I love her and really show her how i feel about her. to just let her see what she really means to me even though I try my best to hide how I feel from everone around her. Oh well I guess that all I have to say for te moment Maybe I'll post again soon Maybe I'll get another chance one day