OH well I dont know where to start. Well I left A school and am at my first command I guess thats one new thing that I could talk about but I think I am tired of talking about it sence that is all everyone seems to ask me about. I'm in JAPAN wow way out in the middle of nowhere. Well I guess not much has change in my way of thinking beleave it or not I am still thinking about Blair after all this time and after a lot of convenceing of those I know that I am over her but oh well I think that is for the best because it will assure that she moves on with her life nomatter how mine gets bogged down and thats all that matter as long as she ends up happy but form what I have been hearing form those that I know thats not happening but oh well I guess it will all work out for her in the long run. Ahhh I like haveing a place to just type out my thought with out any care but I guess I just havent been useing this place like I should I mean there are about a billion things I woulds like to say to a half dozen people but it doesnt matter becuz most of those people dont even like me to begin with so I have to deal with it all just like that . Well I guess thats qabout all i want to say for the moment and just by some coinsadence that BLair might pass by here I love you Gril I really do