Its kinda funny how I sit here and stare at the phone for hours wanting to pick it up and give her a call but for some reason I just cant pick it up. Its funny the song that is the title of this enrty. I mean how it fits so perfectly, How I'm glade i didnt know it would end this way. Even though I still cry when I think about her at least for that short time of my life I got to say that she was mine. I still carry her picture around in my wallet. Just so I can see it everyday. And think just how much I care about her and jusst how much she still means to me even without being able to say a word to her. Well I guess thats all I really have to say at this time. I love you! Blair