Miserable

by bedhead
What I did for the past two and a half days: Wake up. Cry. Go back to sleep. Wake up. Sit. Cry. Eat. Watch tv. Cry. Go back to sleep. Wake up. Eat. Sit.... What I had planned to do: Go out with friends. See Cory. Start calculus homework. Start and finish art project. Meet Nina's Italian lover now that I'm sober. What's the point of doing anything when you can't share it with the man you love?
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Well, it all comes down to really 3 people, the rest are just people I hang out with when I have nothing to do, one of them is a self absorbed asshole, he threw away 7 years of friendship simply because I hung out with an ex of his (who I was friends with for 2 years before he even met her) when me and him weren't talking and expected me to tell him, and another, hes just a follower, followed the previous friend and just said stuff like he was sick of my bullshit, yet would never man up and come talk to me, and the other is my ex, but she was a best friend to me before, so thats what she was to me after we broke up, but like she came over and then hasn't talked to me since then, I mean, I'm sure they all have their reasons, but I know my 2 close guy friends, didn't have really good reasons, they just are really stupid and immature, and I don't even know the reason of my ex
Ahh, I'm really sorry to hear that, but, as a certain girl has told me, if it's meant to happen, then it'll happen.

But, I thought that I did have true friends, but, ultimately they all bailed, even the ones that had said they'd always be there, they just stopped talking to me and didn't even give me a reason why.
[Anonymous (99.129.208.38)]
wow i felt the same way a couple months ago. i'm really sorry. it will make you feel better to do something productive though
I know how you feel because I'm in the same boat as you.

But, when it comes down to it, you gotta do things because YOU want to do them, not just because he was there doing them with you, or because he wanted to.

You gotta be happy alone before you can be happy with someone else.