Same old fears

Listening to: Pink Floyd
Feeling: inadequate
Why would you put that up there like that unless you meant something behind it? Something to suggest something.. piss me off, perhaps? FUCK, it's my own fucking fault. I can't even get mad at you. This is the worst. I hate being ignored. I feel so alone. So empty. Fuck. I'm jealous. I HATE being jealous. I HATE being without you. I hate myself. I'm soo good at hating myself. On a lighter note, Andrew's girlfriend looks like me. Hah. I'm glad I got new glasses, or it'd be even more extreme.
Read 1 comments
what did he put up? and who is andrews girlfriend? thats funny. i just had a dream and dave was in it. and you're not alone. im sorry ive been too busy for twlight this week. after tomorrow ill be able to have a life. i love you