I wish I knew how to stop people from dying, but for purely selfish reasons. I don't want anymore people to die until I do. I mean it. I hate seeing so many devastated people. I don't want to lose any more of my family. I don't want to see my sister more sad than she already is. I want to see my grandpa on Sunday, but I know I will ruin everything by bawling my eyes out. No one wants crying on their birthday. Loud music tunes everything else out. ... I'm pretty sure I didn't hit "screwed" when I chose my current mood.....