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Feeling: hopeless
... well well well... it's me again already. how's everyone been doin in their own little world... mine, well mine's not a world anymore but hey life's a bitch...(ooh i said a wordy dirt...LOL) ... anyway, back to my blabing... hummm, where to start, lets see, well today i was supposed to get up this morning but that didn't happen. i ate me some cereal and just sat around bored as always... i talked to my sexy stud muffin troy, eric, nate, tried to call lilly, and i think that's all besides talking to my friends on msn and just messing around and whatnot... then yesterday i got to see my sexy stud muffin troy and we went to register my brother at lame cane :-S joy joy, what fun....that's a horrible school and that stupid women mrs.k was trying to get all over me and she really made me mad and i wanted to say something to her so bad but i was being nice but anywho, then we went to wally world for something...not real sure what but me and troy just walked around the whole store like several times waiting on my mum... then we came home and me and troy just layed around and stuff like always since there's nothing to do here and about 5:00 we left to take him to work and then i came home of course and got on here to blab to you ppl. ...let's see, i think the last thing i left you with was thursday night after i went shopping...yeah that was it. well, friday morning i got and had my things packed for camping....omg... i had so much fun at the lake. it was so awesome... when we got out there we just sat around for a bit and talked and then i went and rode the jet ski...that was great right there...if you ever get the chance to ride a jet ski do it. but, the couple days i stayed i rode the jet ski several times and i learned to spot for the ppl tubing so i got to ride the jet ski backwords which was just crazy... it was lots of fun and i also tubed one time it was just lots and lots of fun... and our friend bunk even tipped the jet ski over so we fell in the water....it was awesome tho. and i learned how to play croquet each night and we all sat up talking about all kinds of things and telling stories and everything...and there was one night that me and my bro brad sat up til after 2:30 talking about really serious things and i'm glad to know that i can count on him for stuff....some of it hurt me and so was just shocking but i'm glad we talked. then the next morning was pack up day and we helped everyone pack things up and mama came and got us. and the rest of this week has just been sitting around except when i went to the denist....woohoo....no cavities for jessica she had nice pretty clean white teeth...LOL but yeah besides that i've been here bored with nothing to do and yeah just here. ......oh oh, another thing that has happened...the big party thing we were having at lilly's was canceled :-( yeah it sucks cuz that was gonna be one heck of a party. but it was canceled b/c some of her relatives planned her a surprise party and didn't tell anyone and it just happenes to be the day of our party so it's not goin to happen which sucks b/c we had lots of great things planned but ya know we can't help it i guess. and besides that i don't know what else to talk about... things at home are still the same i guess.... me and mama are okies still and daddy's in the ditch so that's nothin new and things are still getting worse with daddy not having a job...no money and just no nothin and he's really been pissing me off b/c he fusses at mama for wasting money or to not use money and gas we don't have to and he's goes and buys funk food we don't need and uses gas he didn't have to but whatever, when we lose things we know it a be his fault, plus he's not looking for a job either or either he's quit looking for one or something like that b/c all he does is sit around all day being mean and whatnot...yes, i'm being nice, i could be very mean...lol but anyways he's just not doing anything and he pisses me off. he needs to start looking in newnan or columbus since everything here isn't hiring dumb butt, but anywho.... well, i'm not sure what else to write about right now and if i think of anything i can just type something again... well that's enough for now. i guess i'll be back later...toodles... *bte(not really)
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update sillie goose!