hiya everyone.... long time no see huh. yeah i'm sorrie about that. i haven't been getting on with all these things goin on and really i haven't had time to much anyway... well how's everyone been the last few weeks? me,umm,well..... good in times and bad in others... everybody has those times where you just feel like nothin will ever be good for you and that's how i've been feeling for a good while but i'm much better now and hopefully i'll stay this way a while. well all kinds of things have been happening here with me and everyone else... since the last time i wrote lots has happened or changed. i was feeling pretty down about me and my stud muffin b/c things just seemed really bad and i couldn't get some things out of my head and i was a mess but i'm better know and i'm still upset about some things every now and then but it's not as bad and really things are great for me and my stud muffin... yesterday was a year and 2 months for us :-D and i'm very very happyy... and we've gotten to see each other a good bit the past few weeks... so were all good now and i'm supposed to see him today but i don't know yet...... hummmmmmmmmmm......oh yeah, all the big hurricanes coming in and blowing us away..... it's so crazy... we've already had one hurricane come through and it put us out of school one day....that was just last week. now this hurricane ivan is coming through right now and has put us out of school for 2 days and after ivan is one more hurricane called gena and were probably gonna get hit by it too... that should be some time next week or so and this is just crazy.... no school.... woohoo... but what sucks is that were gonna have to make up whatever we miss so poo on that... ... umm... what to talk about.... not real sure... humm...well i'm goin to tennessee tomorrow around lunch to see my family and were supposed to go to dollywood and out to eat and stuff but who knows what we'll do... but i just hope i have fun and don't get to homesick like i usually do when i leave home... i just can't stand it sometimes. i know i'll be coming back but not getting to sleep in my own bed and have all my stuff with me and being here with my stud muffin or friends just doesn't get it but i'll be back by sunday night so it won't be to bad. ...well i can't think of to much to write right now i've got a lot on my mind and that i need to do so i'll try to be back as soon as i can b/c i don't know what this hurrican will do to us so i'll be back when i can... talk with you later... buhbyes... *doodles*