hey everyone... yeah, i know it has been a while since i wrote... been kinda busy and whatnot. i'm still here though... hanging on and trying! yeah things have been kinda crazy. i've spent time with my friends and had a lot going on with school. me and my gurl maggie have had some fun times strolling lagrange, even thought this is a nowehere town but hey... it beats sitting at the house bored so ya know. and hopefully i've got some plans for this weekend too but i don't know yet. i've kinda been in some trouble here lately b/c i left the house when my mom said i couldn't and i tell ya it was worth it :-D but umm we haven't been getting along to well and so i was in trouble but things are going smooth now and just maybe i'll be able to get out this weekend. . . . yeah, school's been kinda crazy too. my grades are dropping like crazy but i'm trying so i don't know what else to do. we've got mid-terms this week and i've got the graduation test in a week an a half so i'm cramming for most of that. plus i've got chorus stuff to do b/c were getting ready for spring show so i've been pretty busy here lately and will be for a while. too, i'm looking for a job so i can get out of this house and so i don't have to listen to my parents saying that they don't have the money for gas so i'll fix that problem. . . . well, another thing that has been a come and go is me and troy. well, we've talked and hung out and stuff and we've had a few moments that were definitely something so taht was a great thing for me and were just kinda chillin. i know i care about him and i'm willing to do anything for him and he says he cares too but there's something there that i don't think he's saying or i'm not seeing but right now things are getting better and i hope they keep going. so at least i'm feeling better and i just hope he really knows what he wants so if you're reading this kid i love you so much and i'm willing to make this work and i hope you feel the some and we'll make it through this and show everyone what it's really about. ... well, that's about it for right now and i'll try to keep this thing updated so i'll see you around...toodles... ×doodles×