God i love this song... "i cant live this life, without you by my side, i need you to survive, so stay with me, you look in my eyes and im screaming inside that im sorry" Anwyays... away from my obsession with that song... This morning when i woke up, i was in a massive artistic mood, literally, underneath the mass band-aids on my hands, from where using too much charcoal too heavily too often has completely blistered my skin, then continuing to use it has broken the blisters. Plus my hands and arms are covered in charcoal, lead and paint, god im soo sore, there we go, art is deadly, oh well, it remains my obsession. But oen thign that i absolutely love that i did today was this charcoaled butterfly, it dosent look much like a butterfly, but it looks like one, if you know what i mean, it looks crumpled and dying... but it looks soo pretty at that. No-one will ever see it though, its in my visual diary... no-one ever see's anything thats in there. That book is pure, raw me.