i love me! and i love you! slept over at mikey's last night..very comfy. today is a braidin' and drooling all over my Sly guy. i love that i grabbed on and held onto this light that fills my life. i'm so grateful for not giving in to the ebbing darknes of decay and rotting friendships-in hindsight, if even THAT would be the word. Life is complete and full of vibrant memories, plans that frolic in jolly futures, words that attatch themselves with invisible strings to ears:) and mostly, binding love, which occurs when something moves so incredible fast that it becomes air-cold and icicles droop from every orafice..love icicles.mmmmmmmm. happy little creatures of "oh my god, we HAVE to do that!" dance in my head and tug my mind away from all the responsible stuff i SHOULD do..but it's ok! cause they will become the plans that frolic in jolly futures...they will be staying at youth hostels in irish castles, or walking the ghost tours in St. Augustine, or taking a train to New Orleans and walking the vast cemetaries. there's constantly a song in my head and a dance in my step-even at work! it's amazing. music is healing and powerful, impervious to self or reality because it just IS. music does not suit a mood, it PUTS you in the right one. there's such a loveliness to music, and god bless the earthly angels that play it all the live long day. kudos to those who find just the right song that reaffirms the mood they're in, that sets it in concrete. that explicitly states what they're feeling. and even moreso, high 5's to those who, like me, can listen to BATHWATER by NoDoubt and not relate to it at all! (for the time being, anyway! :) ) we can just enjoy the song and let it's musical ribbons weave around the auras we permeate. wordy wordy wordy, eh? much love for my homies and peace. finito!