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um...i should start going to my speech class.... i worked until 3 am last night! perfecting my powerpoint presentation, and i can't download the bleedin thing...i'm so upset- and then i went back to class but the entire class was just about over! so i decided to come back and tell my teacher of the situation, he wasn't there.. figures. i suppose the smart thing to do right now would be do brush up on some french work or fill in my notes from CGS, but no. i think my brain is shutting off. they say that by 12 or 13, the brain starts shutting off areas it doesn't need, areas it doesn't explore much. i think that mine didn't do that when i was 13 and so, it's doing it now. maybe i'm just lazy, yeah- you're probably right. actually, no, i'm not lazy, because i do the things i need to get done, and that i like doing- that's a plus, too- i just don't do what i don't want to. like work. or school. or homework. or...clean. also, i'm exceptionally bored this week, and last week. i find like i have nothing worth doing..oh sure, there are things that i should probably be doing, but i don't feel that they're important, in the slightest sense. sucks. oh well. today i have no work, i already skipped a class..i have french...i need to pack, i need to buy picture frames (but i can't.)...i need to clean, organize the house for the move- let's see, what else...i need to help amanda find a good decent-paying job! GO PATRIOTS.
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