Nik meet Nik- hi! wanna go to bennigan's? oh man, haha. anyway, i guess we've got a halloween shindig coming up- dress up or not? it's open to dunedinites only! i think that's pretty cool. i'm still working on my GLSEN paper and the paper for my Holocaust class- which by the way, i have the midterm for on monday! ugh. i'm still in my work unifom, it's sad. speaking of sad- yesterday adrian and i were watching TV, talking about that movie Orca and stuff, and i was making the whale noise (not that great) anyway, we're laughing and watching Bernie mac (love that show!) and all of a sudden, we're laughing and he twists his face, rolls his eyes into the back of his head, his arms snap back and his fingers twist and curl over- he starts howling- ... yeah- it probably sounds a lot funnier than what it was- he was just being goofy and making the whale noise but for me, oh man- the way he'd contorted his face and hands, he looked just like the boy that had a seizure in my western civ class right when he was having his seizure. instantly, my heart stopped beating and i felt fear and cold overwhelm me- he saw my expression and said "hey, what's wrong- what's wrong" i stammered, 'don't do that face, adrian- don't do that- don't make that noise adrian, ok?' then i just started to cry! weird, isn't it? i couldn't help it- i guess i was much more traumatized then i thought i'd be. or even thought i WAS! :(