ahhh! I\'m getting werbly...I got really massively like high this afternoon...and I did my presentation...they liked it :) yay *dances* the best part bout this brain injury thinger is that when I get high I get high for like....11 hours before I burn out....:) I\'m happy...I think I shall put up another poem...today was the first day I let everyone hear my poem...besides tezz, and steph, and nash...so excited well here it is quiet deception my single exception perfect,wonderful,beautiful,everyone can have these qualities but it takes a genuine person to exhibit them...i have found this out the hard way...it starts with \"hey kill yourself\" and ends with a few more scars loves division death; transition it\'s not that i try to do it...i am a coward i cannot deal, except,nor cope with any conflict what so ever...i really am frightened again i feel like that 5 year old girl on daddy\'s lap crying because i dropped my ice cream...but now its gone i am sedulous so acephalous it\'snothing really...its not like i suffer from any diseases or anything it\'s just that i need help...i know i do...but if i attempt at getting help then everyone will know...i\'d much rather get help from you...then a non creative shrink bored with this you, me, us? everything you ever knew just forget it...let everything go...pretend that nothing is wrong...come on now princess put on your happy face smile my little angel its alright...but without you...its not...i dont even know who you are. there is my poem entitled \"silent sobs invisible tears\"...do you like it?comment me...well g2g take a shower it\'s so fuckin hot in Canada brandi I advise you that if your\'e gonna move in with me...don\'t come til fall...lol...becuz it\'s too hot...right now well check ya on the flipside-cassie xox I need to get this whole font thinger working lemme try again...does this work?does it look funky? lol...I like it...:) lalalalalove cassie xox

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