So on the diet front, I have done good, I had subway for lunch because I didn't wake up until 11:37-i only had lunch no breakfast. I had a cup of rotini with alfredo sauce, 7 baby dill pickles, a small 40 cal. ice cream bar, and half a bagel toasted with strawberry jam. I went running, did my crunches and squats, I know I can do this. I seem to be excited yet really calm at once. I'm excited to see keena, and for orientation, and for darcie's birthday party. Also my favorite lesbo in the whole fuckin world, is going as my date to the Toronto Zombie walk:) me and tezz are gonna make headlines, as the two sexiest zombies ever! I'm happy, I also get to go shoe shopping this week. :)

I bleached my hair today it is very blonde I feel nordic, i want to be from the netherlands, Norway is my ideal homeland. even though I'm Latvian. I realized that I procrastinate, If I want to model, I need to loose some serious weight, Twiggy was only 90 pounds, and measured 31-AA-23-32 it's crazy rediculous! I want to be a skinny not-so-skinny-that-i-weigh-90-pounds but skinny none the less in a photoshoot naked with body paint, and short short hair, so very tribunal to 1962