k...i miss you ang...and most of all.I mis him...

by bloodytears
Feeling: addicted
I feel strange...I miss you ang...soo much....and most of all I miss him...my best friend...haven't talked to you in a little while....I have two other diary's on greatestjournal...I'm kissrazorblades and on livejournal I'm 99xcigarettes :) but I won't leave sitdiary if Iended the worls and everyone hated me....yup don't worry though I don't plan on ending the world any time soon lots love from your favourite addict cassie xox and just for spiffy r.i.p. sunshine "sunny" latour...we love you time now for my nightly edit...I added you ang! because I love you uber muchly:)...but jeff still hasn't replied...but he hasn't been on msn...and I checked on block checker to make surwe he didn't have me blocked...and he doesn't...maybe his internet is down....I bet it's his whorey mom's fault...cuz she' had like 5 kids with all different dad's...lmmfao jeff member no glove no love...I'm abstinent! that's final unless you take me in the grave yard....lol..jeffiepookiekins i LOve you soooooo much...mystery man must die...and I shall kill him...yes I shall...I shall...ehe:) twill be fun...lol...okey's have nothing new to report other than ang loves me so so so soooo much lol...it said so in all the comments from her...lol...i'ma tard...but a loveable one right baby?lmmfao-cassie xox
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(cont.) quickly and she's a bitch sober or drunk so meh... i hope you're still coming out this way in the summer:) i'll show you my beloved park and the venice beach cannals... they're so fucking beautiful! i think you can google em' and see but i dont know... there's ducks !!
it's "ooowwww!!" on march 30th....

:) all is explained....
cassie!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

STAY WELL MMMMKAY?

ha ha! yeah he stabbed me but it was an accident... hmmm.. let me check what the entry title...
wow...sorry about all the comments, lol.
[Anonymous]
that sucks that your girlfriend moved away :( i havent had a girlfriend yet... the first girl i ever liked led me on, then told me that i wasnt good enough for her (*ouch*) so since then ive been kind of afraid to like other girls.

there is one tho..dude, she rocks. shes sweet and nice, she makes me smile, and shes beautiful (her pic is on my "back massager" entry if u wanna see it)

AND she likes me, which NEVER happens...im not pretty :(
[Anonymous]
problem is, she doesnt really know shes bi yet, she more under the 'confused' catagory. and her mom is a homophobe, so that doesnt help her any :( i asked her out a few days ago though, i figured it couldnt hurt anything. she needs to think about it though. which i get, but i wish she'd hurry up..lol, im so impatient.

no, i dont have warped tickets yet, its not coming here til august.. but trust me, I AM GOING TO THAT CONCERT, lol ;)
[Anonymous]
yeah, i guess im pretty lucky in the way that my schools pretty understanding. theres alot more supporters than there are homophobes. we even have non-straight teachers (we dont really know that theyre gay for sure, cuz they arent technically allowed to tell us that, but i know one of the teachers very well cuz shes my favorite teacher...and im pretty sure shes a lesbian. not that it really matters though ;)

haha yes, go bi-ness!
[Anonymous]
yeah ur write with that PARTY!!
LMFAO!!! dude, tell Marissa and Chad that theyre my heroes, lmao. thats so awesome!!!

ugh...drama queens and homophobes...how the hell do you survive it? well, i suppose you could have some fun with it, the way me and my friends had fun with the homophobic teacher (lol) but still...id probly end up killing someone if thats all my school was. poor Daryl :( tell him i heart him. lol, your friends are probly all gonna be like "wtf??"
[Anonymous]
yea i know what you mean i think that there is two reasons why he isnt going back with his ex me and a girl that i go to school with she is a good friend of mine..i dont care how hard he trys i am not loosing it to him. your koolies it is just kool to talk to someone
[Anonymous]
Nothing comes as easy as you. Can I lay in your bed all day? I'll be your best kept secret And your biggest mistake!!"
Kickass Song!
[Anonymous]
Thank you sweets
[Anonymous]
(cont.)... like im his daughter is as close as i get to it:) anywho, from my parent i got a wee bit o cash and my dad gave me some smokes... mmmm...smokes:) ha ha! the shitty thing is he doesnt want me smoking outside the house ( though we both know i will) and he's trying to limit how much i smoke cause the two elderly hags before me are prudes and they never did any of that... well.. the middle child had a thing for drinking but that passed
(cont.) diaries... i worry about him cause some months back he disappeared and he had some problems... meah... i hope he's okay... CASSIE!!! I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SOOOO MUCH!!! i wish i could update more often you know... but, i guess this'll do... me overloading your comment when i do get on i mean... my 5th period teacher got me cake so we kinda partied in there:) i love him so much... he gets that im not well adjusted and thus, treats me so....
(cont.) try and stick you a bill for...
i tried getting msn instant messenger on my phone but they wanted to charge me so the best i could do was msn mail... im chicklet51087... ha ha! as if there were doubt:) hey, for yahoo messenger add me as twitchy_lady_87 too cause when im avoiding awkward conversation with my aunt ( though she is a cool aunt) i use the twitchy lady account:) ha ha! i stole that name from this guy that used to use the
okay:) it's safe... no b.s. people breathing over my shoulder reading what i write:) WHAT'S WRONG?!?!?! why were you in a hospital?? are you still there??? oh cassie:( i REALLY hope you're okay cause i think i'd die if you didnt recognize that im alive:) I'M 18 TODAY!!!! ha ha! happy birthday to me eh? hmm... i feel a cheesy song coming on:) cassies cassie bo bass e ca ca cassie!!! ha ha! mmmkay, um, oh yeah! aim is free, it's aol mail they
hurray for powerfull'ness.
-andrew
that sucks that your friends get made fun of and stuff. i have some gay friends, they get it too sometimes, but our school is usually pretty tolorant. theres alot more gay right supporters then there are homophobic people.

but thats not right for your principle to make your friend take off his sweater, he shouldnt have done it. its freedom of speech, if they would let a girl wear it, then they cant tell chad he cant.
[Anonymous]
yea your not crazy were all random as hell! so yea. me and you are in the same grade and same age, we have the same thoughts about this, i think i am getting played past what i can imange and that is really going to suck if that is what is going on. Well i really dont know what to even say to him at this point. My feelings say it all i just dont want to loose him i mean just b/c he is the only guy who is there for me in a LONG time..so yea..
[Anonymous]
CASSIE!!!!

I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SSSOOOO!!!! MUCCHHH!!!

i'm sorry i've been awhile and blah...
i'll be right right back:)
not safe to talk....
[Anonymous]
Yeah, I love jade, she's the best. And itd be kinda funny if I wasn't for gay rights...lmao. I'm bi too. Its fun isn't it?

Lol, seriously tho, there is no one I hate more than homophobes, cuz its stupid to hate someone for their orientation.

Dude, you went to that concert? You're SO lucky. I love gerard, I can't wait to see him...warped tour! Whoo! Lol
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