i am so fat today! lol! sarah and i went and got a cheesequake and they were so good! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! lol! then we went driving around and were talking about everything...aka scott and ben n, haha! it was so much fun! we had a lot to catch up on! well i was kinda talking and she nodded once in a while! lol! i am in such a good mood! yay! lol! i dont know why! lol! i can't stop laughing! even though i have to go to my dads! errrrr! but nothing can ruin my good mood! lol! well then when i got to my moms house, i needed to get some comp stuff, but i ate some pizza! lol! i am so fat! lol! but hey! i need to be fat! if i wasn;t fat guys would be all over me! jk lol! well kinda! lol! well yop! i am in too good of a mood! lol! i have to study for my spaanish quiz and i dont want to! errr! my dad is being a homework nazi! i mean i passed all of my classes! lol! well two i bearly passed! lol! i am just trying to have some fun before i die! and i wont be able to have this kinda fun in college, because all of my friends will be gone! :( that makes me sad! i can't wait to get out of here, but i'm going to miss everyone, even the people who aren't agreeing wiht me...aka ben...well yup! i needed not to say that, but i'm not going to erase it! maybe he'll read it and see that i'm not a bad person! lol! i must be dreaming! everyone thinks i am a bad person! i wish i could be a better person! maybe everyhting would be better! i need to stop rambling before i get myself introuble! lol! well i love you all, and i'm sorry for my rambling! i love you all, and well of cousre i love scott a little more! duh! we all need to do something together soon! lol! i miss everyone! and i kinda miss me too! maybe everyone is right...or they could be wrong! i dont know! i need a gaurdian angle! maybe steve shouldn't of left! not christine's steve though! most of you dont know him! but ben does! and kyle should too! well i have to go! ok one more thing! you people need to write more! lol love you all!