okay so a lot of things have been going on in my life, and there has been a lot of bitching so i think that i am going to throw down my words... carla- i miss you i need to talk to you when i'm not high sarah- we need to talk stuff, you know sam, monica, carla, and stuff, i think that there are things that need to be out in the open. ben- i miss being your friend, wish i could see you more. kyle- ;) monica- she doesn't read this but i feel that she is making a decision in her life that might be best or worst for her, but who knows right now, all i can really say is that i care and that she needs to be safe! i love you all, well not kyle, there's more to that than we need to know!