So...i am finally done with comp, and i am kinda happy! lol! i mean i am done with the worrying over grades, but i was really gedtting into the bible thing, ben and i had a conversation last night and what he was telling me made sense, but i am not yet able to respond yet, so ben me getting quiet wasn't bad, but i didn't know what to say, i kinda felt stupid for ever questioning it! lol! so anyway! i am really excited! car and i have started to go to church, and now ben is going to start joining us! yay! i love church, it always seems to give you a feeling of doing something right! lol! so, people at lunch today, i wasn't cranky or anythig, i was meditating (as ben put it), and well, i was really trying to settle down from my comp presentation. i get really scared easily when i talk in front of people, and especially someone as holy as ms. yuong! lol! and so yeah! but good news! she said that it was in the A to A- range! yay! lol! now that i think about it, i think it was pretty damn awsome! lol! so yeah! the emperical essay is going to kick my ass! lol! i mean it is becoming harder to think of something to do, but i am thinking af sticking with not talking for a day, so ben, you can't call me the day i do it! lol! that means you can actually do somehting else after school! lol! so i need to vent! christine was talking to my mom this morning, becuse my mom was looking at buying a jeep and selling the truck, and christine said, "when steve and i get married we are going to have a jeep!" wtf! what does she mean WHEN she gets married! doesn't she mean if? errrrrr! and now they are sitting on my mom's bed,kissing and stuff! now who is the worse person now? so i am now done venting! lol! i have found a quote that fits really well with a lot of people! well it mostly hit me as being effective to me, but that's because i live in my life and no one elses! lol! but here it is; A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life to be thankful for a good one. it is so true! lol! yeah! well i am going to go! love you all!